Thursday 6 December 2012
Thursday 29 November 2012
Thursday 22 November 2012
Wednesday 21 November 2012
Friday 16 November 2012
Monday 12 November 2012
Sunday 28 October 2012
Justin Bieber - Fall
First off Eid Mubarak to everyone, it's Eid ul-Adha (find on Wikipedia if you need further info) the one about Ibrahim's sacrifice if you don't know!
It's more a family time then all this weird stuff about getting presents, I'd rather have the happy memories then some inanimate objects ... but that's just me ...
Anyhow went to brummyland with the family, met some of my mum's friends and some new folk, got mistaken for a 16 year old and so someone told my mum that they had a good match for me ... my mum said no, the guy was too young plus he hadn't even finished school! And then my sister added later imagine what would have happened if you'd spoken to the aunty jee (I was on good behaviour and behaving well ie keeping my mouth shut) I sometimes wonder if people if ever stop with their own perceptions of where I should be on life ... meh, now to go find some breakfast, which doesn't consist of chocolate mousse!
Toodles o/
Thursday 11 October 2012
Thursday 4 October 2012
Wednesday 3 October 2012
Monday 1 October 2012
Angel - Wonderful
Okay well I couldn't be bothered writing in my diary today, probably because I couldn't find it and I shouldn't keep ripping pages out of my work notebook.
Well I was thinking quite a bit over the past few days, unfortunately I still get ticked off when folk try to second guess my thoughts and opinions. I've known so few people who have known and understood my personality, so again hearing someone try and second guess me is annoying.
I recall a friend saying to me that I'm the only girl he knows that gets less annoyed at insults and more insulted if someone attempts to flirt with me.
Endearments are something I think which should be sacred between a union of 2 people, and the fact that something could mistake my intentions towards this is more then a little annoying.
And so they lost my confidence, and trust once lost is hard to regain, so no idea whether to just cut them off completely.
Oh well back to thinking, or as I am at present thinking of sleep.
Toodles folk o/
Saturday 29 September 2012
Monday 24 September 2012
Sunday 16 September 2012
Friday 7 September 2012
Friday 31 August 2012
Friday 24 August 2012
Tuesday 21 August 2012
Monday 20 August 2012
Wednesday 15 August 2012
Tuesday 14 August 2012
Tuesday 7 August 2012
Friday 3 August 2012
Thursday 2 August 2012
Monday 16 July 2012
Culture Shock Remix - Live your life
Okay well went to a party yesterday, a family friend had her after wedding party, loads of arabic music, didn't understand a word but great songs, not confident to go dancing in front of a bunch of strangers but had a blast whilst helping clear up with dancing away to the beat, still need to work on the basics of arabic dancing, meh ... practice, lol
But what concerned me what the talk of quite a few folk, at a marriage event so yes it was all about the marriage, "why?" if you're not, "no kids?" if you was, etc ... lol. however the concerning point was how bitter some folk get because they're not married ... I was like woah, we're here to celebrate a union not to ponder in bitterness as to why the guys out there might be losers
I'm not contesting that there are a lot of demanding people out there, I am most likely one of them. Someone recently said to me would you marry a person who your parent chose, I said that I probably would. My mum has always put her children's best interest at heart. So who am I to believe that I have more wisdom then her in life. I know next to nothing about the way a guy's mind works. I only have the little brother and I doubt it's a good thing to base all guys on his personality.
My opinion has changed at various stages during the years and I hope that I've grown. However rather then blaming the other side (yes it's amazing the feminist that I am is saying this, however feminism is about equal not unequal rights) I consider that perhaps it means I need to improve my own character, and maybe learn how to cook. Although one chap did actually start learning to cook from his mum because I couldn't, ever so sweet and he's gained an extra life skill. (No don't ask me what happened, it happened years ago and hopefully he's got married to a lady to whom he can besotted with). Which shows in itself that we do make excuses to not get married, yes it is a lifelong commitment but we should not be so unreasonable that anything and everything becomes an issue.
Oh well forgot what else I was going to write and would just like to mention a big thank you to all my lovely friends diverse as they are for always having the ability to make me smile!
Okay well went to a party yesterday, a family friend had her after wedding party, loads of arabic music, didn't understand a word but great songs, not confident to go dancing in front of a bunch of strangers but had a blast whilst helping clear up with dancing away to the beat, still need to work on the basics of arabic dancing, meh ... practice, lol
But what concerned me what the talk of quite a few folk, at a marriage event so yes it was all about the marriage, "why?" if you're not, "no kids?" if you was, etc ... lol. however the concerning point was how bitter some folk get because they're not married ... I was like woah, we're here to celebrate a union not to ponder in bitterness as to why the guys out there might be losers
I'm not contesting that there are a lot of demanding people out there, I am most likely one of them. Someone recently said to me would you marry a person who your parent chose, I said that I probably would. My mum has always put her children's best interest at heart. So who am I to believe that I have more wisdom then her in life. I know next to nothing about the way a guy's mind works. I only have the little brother and I doubt it's a good thing to base all guys on his personality.
My opinion has changed at various stages during the years and I hope that I've grown. However rather then blaming the other side (yes it's amazing the feminist that I am is saying this, however feminism is about equal not unequal rights) I consider that perhaps it means I need to improve my own character, and maybe learn how to cook. Although one chap did actually start learning to cook from his mum because I couldn't, ever so sweet and he's gained an extra life skill. (No don't ask me what happened, it happened years ago and hopefully he's got married to a lady to whom he can besotted with). Which shows in itself that we do make excuses to not get married, yes it is a lifelong commitment but we should not be so unreasonable that anything and everything becomes an issue.
Oh well forgot what else I was going to write and would just like to mention a big thank you to all my lovely friends diverse as they are for always having the ability to make me smile!
Friday 13 July 2012
Thursday 5 July 2012
Wednesday 4 July 2012
Ramzi - Arabic Queen
Well a friend recently lost her father whom she was very close to ... when I went to go give my respects she reminded me of my father. I was very close to him although due to him being a terrible father and husband I haven't seen him for over 10 years, a few years after my mum divorced him.
I know I have 2 half siblings whom I've never met, tbh I've never thought much about it, my father married a close relative for his second wife, hopefully this will mean the marriage is more stable then it was. Although he just appeared to be a confused guy when I knew him. I recall the first book he brought for me (I requested it) I recall the blank expression he gave me when I questioned why he hit mum when it was against the faith of Islam, showing him the several sources, including a whole chapter of the book he brought me.
Since he left (not that he stayed at home much except when he was ill so mum looked after him) my mum protected me and my siblings for the ills of the world. I know I still look at some things in shock, even a guy walking topless down the street will cause me to look the other way, or perhaps I'm just old fashioned (perhaps because of this seclusion that I was comfortable with)
Anyway I digress ... my friend the only way I could feel anything near what she was feeling was thinking about my mum, if she died what would I do? Would I be strong and stand there whilst people came to pay their respecting lamenting and me being reminded time and again what I had only recently lost. Grief is natural and to not allow that hinders the healing within us all, however my mum is the centre of my world, even if I don't know how to look after her(!). What would happen if the centre of me was lost. I know my mum stays that everyone has the ability to rise from loss, as she had to do when she lost her mum also, I can only hope that I can do justice by my mum in this life, at still have had that little bit of time with her which many have not had with their parents and believe that when she returns to the almighty I've learnt enough from her to be a child who will honour and respect the legacy she has left within me
And if my mum thinks I'm strange when I go hug her, meh, we don't need a reason to hug those that we love. Take care people and treasure those moments that we have with those cherish people that are the family of our hearts, be this in blood or friendship o/
Well a friend recently lost her father whom she was very close to ... when I went to go give my respects she reminded me of my father. I was very close to him although due to him being a terrible father and husband I haven't seen him for over 10 years, a few years after my mum divorced him.
I know I have 2 half siblings whom I've never met, tbh I've never thought much about it, my father married a close relative for his second wife, hopefully this will mean the marriage is more stable then it was. Although he just appeared to be a confused guy when I knew him. I recall the first book he brought for me (I requested it) I recall the blank expression he gave me when I questioned why he hit mum when it was against the faith of Islam, showing him the several sources, including a whole chapter of the book he brought me.
Since he left (not that he stayed at home much except when he was ill so mum looked after him) my mum protected me and my siblings for the ills of the world. I know I still look at some things in shock, even a guy walking topless down the street will cause me to look the other way, or perhaps I'm just old fashioned (perhaps because of this seclusion that I was comfortable with)
Anyway I digress ... my friend the only way I could feel anything near what she was feeling was thinking about my mum, if she died what would I do? Would I be strong and stand there whilst people came to pay their respecting lamenting and me being reminded time and again what I had only recently lost. Grief is natural and to not allow that hinders the healing within us all, however my mum is the centre of my world, even if I don't know how to look after her(!). What would happen if the centre of me was lost. I know my mum stays that everyone has the ability to rise from loss, as she had to do when she lost her mum also, I can only hope that I can do justice by my mum in this life, at still have had that little bit of time with her which many have not had with their parents and believe that when she returns to the almighty I've learnt enough from her to be a child who will honour and respect the legacy she has left within me
And if my mum thinks I'm strange when I go hug her, meh, we don't need a reason to hug those that we love. Take care people and treasure those moments that we have with those cherish people that are the family of our hearts, be this in blood or friendship o/
Monday 2 July 2012
Ramzi - Smile
Okay well I recall that once someone told me if I'm looking for a hubby I should go find a freshie who's an accountant and lives over here. Oh how life tries to teach me something I just have no idea what it is.
Although it's a matter of keeping my morals over what people desire, hmm oh well I'll just ponder more.
Do I think too much, I've always thought that I used to although I never used to cover all angles so I thought I did not and then I realise that you can never truly understand another person.
You could be the same place at the same time, having had the same past and you will still think differently because that's the way people are, we all have our own thoughts and though we project our stereotypes and reasoning we will never truly understand another. As well as continuing to be amazed when people don't follow what we thought they would. We never truly understood them so how can you perceive them in all their decisions.
And on a side note I finally understand how some people can feel bereft without makeup, it was weird I've never thought I'd be that side of the coin.
Until next time, toodles folk and look after one another, we are what teaches the future generation after all be it through our actions and/or words
Okay well I recall that once someone told me if I'm looking for a hubby I should go find a freshie who's an accountant and lives over here. Oh how life tries to teach me something I just have no idea what it is.
Although it's a matter of keeping my morals over what people desire, hmm oh well I'll just ponder more.
Do I think too much, I've always thought that I used to although I never used to cover all angles so I thought I did not and then I realise that you can never truly understand another person.
You could be the same place at the same time, having had the same past and you will still think differently because that's the way people are, we all have our own thoughts and though we project our stereotypes and reasoning we will never truly understand another. As well as continuing to be amazed when people don't follow what we thought they would. We never truly understood them so how can you perceive them in all their decisions.
And on a side note I finally understand how some people can feel bereft without makeup, it was weird I've never thought I'd be that side of the coin.
Until next time, toodles folk and look after one another, we are what teaches the future generation after all be it through our actions and/or words
Jugni Ji - Kanika Kapoor - Dr. Zeus Feat. Shortie - lyrics in description below
Dr Zeus – Jugni Ji (from Arif Lohar – Alif Allah Chamber Di Booty)
My english translation of the song
My english translation of the song
To be honest I can’t really understand Shortie half the time, so feel free to tell me what his lyrics are and I can update these ^_^
Meaning of Jugni:
The word literally means 'Female Firefly', in folk music it stands in for the poet-writer who uses Jugni as an innocent observer to make incisive, often humorous, sometimes sad but always touching observations. In spiritual poetry Jugni means the spirit of life, or essence of life.
Translation:
Jugni Ji x4
Ae way allah waliyan di jugni ji x2
The spirit of all the messengers who brought His message to this Earth
The spirit of all the messengers who brought His message to this Earth
Ae way navey pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of a new saint
The spirit of a new saint
Ae way maula ali wali jugni ji x2
The spirit of Ali and his followers
Ae way meray pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint
The spirit of Ali and his followers
Ae way meray pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint
Know she a talking about, jugni ji
Just trying to enthuse about your, jugni ji
The reason why you lose, you got no jugni ji
So step into my shoes and feel the jugni ji
Some people they don’t educate the jugni ji
Try to alleviate you of the jugni je
What will elevate you is the jugni ji
Just kick back and meditate and feel the jugni ji
Just trying to enthuse about your, jugni ji
The reason why you lose, you got no jugni ji
So step into my shoes and feel the jugni ji
Some people they don’t educate the jugni ji
Try to alleviate you of the jugni je
What will elevate you is the jugni ji
Just kick back and meditate and feel the jugni ji
Jugni taar khaeein vich thaal
O my creation, share whatever you have
Chad duniya dey janjaal
Remove yourself from worldly concerns
O my creation, share whatever you have
Chad duniya dey janjaal
Remove yourself from worldly concerns
Jugni taar khaeein vich thaal
O my creation, share whatever you have
Chad duniya dey janjaal
Remove yourself from worldly concerns
Kuch ni nibna bandiya naal
There is nothing that you can get from other human beings that you can take to the after-life
Rakhi saabat sidh amaal
Just keep you actions and intentions pure
O my creation, share whatever you have
Chad duniya dey janjaal
Remove yourself from worldly concerns
Kuch ni nibna bandiya naal
There is nothing that you can get from other human beings that you can take to the after-life
Rakhi saabat sidh amaal
Just keep you actions and intentions pure
Woh pir meraya jugni ji
I have the spirit of my guide
I have the spirit of my guide
Ae way allah waliyan di jugni ji
The spirit of all the messengers who brought His message to this Earth
The spirit of all the messengers who brought His message to this Earth
Ae way navey pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of a new saint
The spirit of a new saint
Ae way maula ali wali jugni ji x2
The spirit of Ali and his followers
Ae way meray pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint
The spirit of Ali and his followers
Ae way meray pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint
Dum gutkoon, dum gutkoon, dum gutkoon, dum gootkun, dum gutkoon, dum gutkoon, dum gutkoon, gutkoon, gutkoon
Everytime I think of you God, my heart flutters x8/9 (gutkoon being the flutter part)
Everytime I think of you God, my heart flutters x8/9 (gutkoon being the flutter part)
Ain’t too much of me inside you jugni ji
Ever since you feel you fight your jugni ji
Who would you really be without your jugni ji
What would you even see without your jugni ji
The reasons why your eyes is cos of jugni ji
Always to the sky because of jugni ji
Just take a look into my eyes and you’ll see jugni ji
You need to recognise that I got jugni ji
Ever since you feel you fight your jugni ji
Who would you really be without your jugni ji
What would you even see without your jugni ji
The reasons why your eyes is cos of jugni ji
Always to the sky because of jugni ji
Just take a look into my eyes and you’ll see jugni ji
You need to recognise that I got jugni ji
Jugni dig payee vich roi
So absorbed was the creation that she stumbled into a ditch
Othay ro ro kamli hoi
There she wailed relentlessly
So absorbed was the creation that she stumbled into a ditch
Othay ro ro kamli hoi
There she wailed relentlessly
Jugni dig payee vich roi
So absorbed was the creation that she stumbled into a ditch
Othay ro ro kamli hoi
There she wailed relentlessly
So absorbed was the creation that she stumbled into a ditch
Othay ro ro kamli hoi
There she wailed relentlessly
Oddi vaath naye lainda koi
But there was no one who enquired about her
Tey kalmay binna nai mildi toi
Remember, there is no salvation for anyone without remembering your creator
Hoa pir meraya jugni ji
But there was no one who enquired about her
Tey kalmay binna nai mildi toi
Remember, there is no salvation for anyone without remembering your creator
Hoa pir meraya jugni ji
I have the spirit of my guide
Ae way allah waliyan di jugni ji
The spirit of all the messengers who brought His message to this Earth
The spirit of all the messengers who brought His message to this Earth
Ae way navey pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint
The spirit of my saint
Ae way maula ali wali jugni ji x2
The spirit of Ali and his followers
Ae way meray pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint
The spirit of Ali and his followers
Ae way meray pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint
Wanga charha lo kuriyon
Put on your bangles, girls
Put on your bangles, girls
Ho wanga charha lo kuriyon
Put on your bangles, girls
Put on your bangles, girls
Wanga charha lo kuriyon
Put on your bangles, girls
Put on your bangles, girls
Meray daata dey darbaar dian
Those that you get at your Master’s shrines
Those that you get at your Master’s shrines
Wanga charha lo kuriyon
Put on your bangles, girls
Put on your bangles, girls
Meray daata dey darbaar dian
Those that you get at your Master’s shrines
Those that you get at your Master’s shrines
Ae way allah waliyan di jugni ji x2
The spirit of all the messengers who brought His message to this Earth
The spirit of all the messengers who brought His message to this Earth
Ae way navey pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint
The spirit of my saint
Ae way maula ali wali jugni ji x2
The spirit of Ali and his followers
Ae way meray pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint
The spirit of Ali and his followers
Ae way meray pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint
Thursday 28 June 2012
Wednesday 27 June 2012
Friday 22 June 2012
Wednesday 20 June 2012
Tuesday 19 June 2012
Wednesday 13 June 2012
The Wickd - Bird
Okay so my latest life development, actually chatting to folk on these matrimonial websites.
I've now decided to burn bridges with the idiots ... check their profiles and correct them ^_^. It's polite and because they haven't learnt anything except being cool or something as their english is pretty bog standard. So me having fun whilst being helpful and polite. Mwahahah.
Anywho back to food I need dinner, cereal it is!
Toodles folk o/
Okay so my latest life development, actually chatting to folk on these matrimonial websites.
I've now decided to burn bridges with the idiots ... check their profiles and correct them ^_^. It's polite and because they haven't learnt anything except being cool or something as their english is pretty bog standard. So me having fun whilst being helpful and polite. Mwahahah.
Anywho back to food I need dinner, cereal it is!
Toodles folk o/
Tuesday 12 June 2012
Friday 8 June 2012
Thursday 7 June 2012
Wednesday 6 June 2012
Friday 1 June 2012
Thursday 24 May 2012
Wednesday 23 May 2012
Tuesday 22 May 2012
Monday 21 May 2012
Friday 18 May 2012
Thursday 17 May 2012
Wednesday 16 May 2012
Tuesday 15 May 2012
Monday 14 May 2012
Mentor Koletiv - Kal Ja
I recall the last thing I ever said to my dad, it being that I never want kids as I fear that I may turn out like him and be a bad parent. I had someone recently say all females "ooh and aah" over little babies. However it appears I'm the exception to his assumption of this sexist comment.
I've never had the urge to fawn over a little one neither do I feel the whole biological clock, the older the get, the less I want kids or marriage. Maybe companionship is something that would make me feel lonely however I'd rather be alone then just settle for something in my bid to not be lonely, to hope that the person I choose to connect my life with will understand me totally, and that my silence will be understood, be this a tense or relaxed one.
Maybe if my communication skills were better I'd be less picky. Bottling things up inside is an age old habit of mine. However this can make situations uncomfortable when people try to show they have more then a passing interest. I'm not pretty and I do not have any real great qualities, I can't cook, cleaning passable and I have the worst temper this side of the hemisphere, why anyone would assume I would like to form a partnership when I know I would not suit them, me being the key point as to why it would not work.
People, the unpredictable weirdoes that they are will continue to confuse me in this quest called life. Oh well work at work, yes only a few understand that.
Take care, o/
I recall the last thing I ever said to my dad, it being that I never want kids as I fear that I may turn out like him and be a bad parent. I had someone recently say all females "ooh and aah" over little babies. However it appears I'm the exception to his assumption of this sexist comment.
I've never had the urge to fawn over a little one neither do I feel the whole biological clock, the older the get, the less I want kids or marriage. Maybe companionship is something that would make me feel lonely however I'd rather be alone then just settle for something in my bid to not be lonely, to hope that the person I choose to connect my life with will understand me totally, and that my silence will be understood, be this a tense or relaxed one.
Maybe if my communication skills were better I'd be less picky. Bottling things up inside is an age old habit of mine. However this can make situations uncomfortable when people try to show they have more then a passing interest. I'm not pretty and I do not have any real great qualities, I can't cook, cleaning passable and I have the worst temper this side of the hemisphere, why anyone would assume I would like to form a partnership when I know I would not suit them, me being the key point as to why it would not work.
People, the unpredictable weirdoes that they are will continue to confuse me in this quest called life. Oh well work at work, yes only a few understand that.
Take care, o/
Friday 11 May 2012
Thursday 10 May 2012
Tuesday 8 May 2012
Tuesday 1 May 2012
Lowkey - Long Live Palestine (part 2)
Okay what to say...
First of all, hello all Russians, I have no idea why I get so many page views from your graceful country, however I hope I entertain :)
Justice. What is real justice, in the world we live in today there are several things which provide supposed "justice": money, power, looks. I'll take my next door neighbour for example her landlord has been trying to throw her out for months, why you ask, because she has not paid for 6 months, what's causing this wonderful delay you may ask, the court system, because this lady has 2 young children she has delayed the supposed justice system by months. And how do I know this, they were having an argument and so the landlady thought she'd show me the relevant court papers and stated that the argument was due to her asking for the rental arrears before the tenant ran off.
The landlord in the meantime must keep up their mortgage payments and repair any damage that the tenant does to the property, most recent being the tenant's son flushing several packs of wet wipes and toilet roll down the toilet and blocked up the drainage for everyone in the street. The tenant's response was well it was my son who did it why should I have to pay? To think I lived next to this women for a year and had no idea she was so irresponsible, I did find it unbelievable at first due to the fact she drives nice cars (think mercedes 2012 plates ...) but it appears that she's a shopaholic, she will pay for a new TV, sofa, car, etc. However paying bills (did I not say that the electric engineer came knocking at my door yesterday asking if I knew whether she had left the residence yet as the bills had not been paid, I think my face must have been O_O. I then advised him to contact the landlord, and provided him with the numbers as they were still trying to eject the tenant from the property.
Since my car died I have no car, since my bike and me were in an accident I haven't had time to get a new bike (as I usually get a self assemble and haven't had the time lately) maybe I should get it second-hand ... however I still manage to budget so that my rent and stuff like mortgage, bills, etc are paid. Whilst what do you do with people that live life to the max, fully knowing that the system will not punish them. 6 months and others are being made to bear the burden of her life where all she selfishly spends money on herself rather then others.
I'm amazed more people don't turn to crime, the system appears to allow people like this to get away with this ... at a loss tbh.
Take care folk. Let's hope we retain our morality for the enrichment of all rather then the selfishness of the few ...
Okay what to say...
First of all, hello all Russians, I have no idea why I get so many page views from your graceful country, however I hope I entertain :)
Justice. What is real justice, in the world we live in today there are several things which provide supposed "justice": money, power, looks. I'll take my next door neighbour for example her landlord has been trying to throw her out for months, why you ask, because she has not paid for 6 months, what's causing this wonderful delay you may ask, the court system, because this lady has 2 young children she has delayed the supposed justice system by months. And how do I know this, they were having an argument and so the landlady thought she'd show me the relevant court papers and stated that the argument was due to her asking for the rental arrears before the tenant ran off.
The landlord in the meantime must keep up their mortgage payments and repair any damage that the tenant does to the property, most recent being the tenant's son flushing several packs of wet wipes and toilet roll down the toilet and blocked up the drainage for everyone in the street. The tenant's response was well it was my son who did it why should I have to pay? To think I lived next to this women for a year and had no idea she was so irresponsible, I did find it unbelievable at first due to the fact she drives nice cars (think mercedes 2012 plates ...) but it appears that she's a shopaholic, she will pay for a new TV, sofa, car, etc. However paying bills (did I not say that the electric engineer came knocking at my door yesterday asking if I knew whether she had left the residence yet as the bills had not been paid, I think my face must have been O_O. I then advised him to contact the landlord, and provided him with the numbers as they were still trying to eject the tenant from the property.
Since my car died I have no car, since my bike and me were in an accident I haven't had time to get a new bike (as I usually get a self assemble and haven't had the time lately) maybe I should get it second-hand ... however I still manage to budget so that my rent and stuff like mortgage, bills, etc are paid. Whilst what do you do with people that live life to the max, fully knowing that the system will not punish them. 6 months and others are being made to bear the burden of her life where all she selfishly spends money on herself rather then others.
I'm amazed more people don't turn to crime, the system appears to allow people like this to get away with this ... at a loss tbh.
Take care folk. Let's hope we retain our morality for the enrichment of all rather then the selfishness of the few ...
Monday 30 April 2012
Friday 27 April 2012
Wednesday 25 April 2012
Tuesday 24 April 2012
Monday 23 April 2012
Friday 20 April 2012
Thursday 19 April 2012
Angel - Go In, Go Hard
Okay well what have I done ...
Went to Westminister this week, some peace conference presented by children, it was pretty much logic without politics and politicians not answering the questions. Call me a cynic but it's something I always see when a politician comes to visit, or even with folk in the office whilst they try and play the power politics of the world. So me being me, someone who was part of the crew thought I was like my sister and thought I was happy to use as part of their power play, whereas my sister ignores these things I get ticked off, so I used my monotone get-away-from-me-and-do-not-try-and-talk-to-me-further look. This was not liked and my sister laughed but said it's a dangerous card to play. What can I say I dislike people who think they can play with my mind, I know several people that can and don't appreciate it, however some I know do it because it's the way they are.
The way I know a friend from an acquaintance, a friend would never ask me if I've found a guy, etc. Friends know that if I do, I'll let them know. I'm not desperate for a guy, I'm unsure why people seem to believe that I may be.
Happiness seems to be loneliness, and loneliness chilled by world ... and with that I leave this page to go listen to music.
Apprentice reminded me that I need to get into my fitness routine again!
Toodles folks and remember a smile is charity, or as the children said at their talk, a smile is teh beginning of peace :D
Wednesday 18 April 2012
Monday 16 April 2012
Chrissy DePauw - Set It On Fire
Well I had to get out of my recluse ways last weekend and went to a friends wedding reception, congratulations again to Shyam and Soniya, a beautiful pair they are and may they have many happy years together and all joy and blessings to them!
The only food that was served that I had eaten before was the rice, so had a little of everything, it was great (yes I know food is my first love but meh to anyone who has a problem with it!) However I'm now probably going to visit chennai dosa at some point in the future ...
Anyhow it was a lovely afternoon with a presentation of various things, performed by both the younger and elder generations, I did feel a tad confused at first, shows my total ignorance of the hindu faith which I should look into ^_^. I called one lady aunty, apparently I must look older then folk say I do considering she was "I'm not an aunty yet!" I nearly ruined by saying "sorry aunty" ^_^ luckily I saved myself and got taught to just hmm and nod, it was lols.
Experienced the world of not knowing the main dialect of the room (Tamil in this case - I think) and am now thoroughly confused why people just get scared of a language being spoke that they don't understand, I felt fine even knowing I didn't know a word, maybe it's just because I was surrounded by lovely folk.
Had a laugh with my sister, who like the rest of family and protective of me, I'm apparently a dupe and think everyone is lovely unless they prove me wrong and considering I'm a dunce at deciphering people and their intentions it generally means I pretty much think everyone's cool in their own way. Although I still have my sarcasm which can make folk think I'm a tad smarter then I am possibly! So saw a few old uni friends, totally forget about getting my eyes lasered after uni so forgot they probably remember me as a spec wearing person, added by the fact that I'm not a fan of having my photos taken, so facebook updates wouldn't include photos!
And now I depart and go back to my normal life, until tomorrow as I'm apparently going to London with the sister
Toodles folk and look after one another o/
Wednesday 11 April 2012
Wednesday 4 April 2012
Tuesday 3 April 2012
Lil Wayne ft Bruno Mars - Mirror
Okay well here's another, I never actually thought anyone read these seeing as it is just me ranting, but apparently I have a curious mind, whereas I think I'm boring.
A life in the day of me ... you may find the humour or you may just ponder at why I am. My sister says I give up too easily, be it on people or my own goals, reflecting on this I can see where the impression would come from so I guess I have to try with this.
I once remember someone said I could have a stunning face if I tried, as I shouldn't be happy being a plain Jane ... that really made me wonder I did ask whether people would treat me differently and obviously they would. Which seems quite sad, everyone has their own scars be this internal or not, why should another be allowed to believe that they can judge another person based on their perception of a person's outer appearance. Who doesn't have scars, I've gotten burnt myself numerous times through various accidents but does that mean I hide behind something so that people do not witness a possible weakness or disfigurement.
It can take less then a moment for people to lose everything, so should we be grateful for that we still have and cherish this, for each thing we do have there is at least one other who has not got that, be this the material or not.
Oh well my lunch is finished toodles for now o/
Thursday 29 March 2012
Wednesday 28 March 2012
Tuesday 27 March 2012
Sunday 25 March 2012
Wednesday 21 March 2012
Friday 16 March 2012
Thursday 15 March 2012
Tuesday 13 March 2012
Monday 5 March 2012
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Friday 2 March 2012
Wednesday 29 February 2012
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Wednesday 22 February 2012
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Friday 17 February 2012
Thursday 16 February 2012
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Friday 10 February 2012
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Friday 3 February 2012
Thursday 2 February 2012
Wednesday 1 February 2012
Tuesday 31 January 2012
Drake – Forever
Okay well let’s see what’s been happening, same as always nothing much.
Anywho something amusing … went to this marriage event, it was meant to be a bit like a speed dating event possibly.
I managed to pull 3 guys, 1 45yr old, 1 dwarf freshie and last but not least a 55yr old. I was a little shocked to say the least I know I’m not pretty but it’s not that bad that only old cronie older then my mum start asking for sessions, my mum told me I was a fool to turn them down, she wanted to have a go so they don’t go after younger girls, lol, I have no idea what I would do without my mum ^_^.
I was getting mixed messages from the guys there to be honest (although I didn’t help by not wearing my badge – yes you can tell I was so interested in the guys there). Although I got told I look younger then my years and should maybe start going for younger guys … I’m still lost the art of seeing interest is beyond me.
And then I was speaking to some folk and I got told I look intelligent and dare I say it geeky, this may explain why geeks actually appear to like me, kin and all that. And made me ponder on whether I should’ve taken part in the various makeovers I’ve been offered over the years. My sister says it’s because I don’t want to look pretty, which in a sense is true, I’m not on this planet to look pretty, although without looking pretty a guy won’t look at me initially apparently, maybe I should wear a hijab then, although wearing a hijab in order to get hitched sounds fake right, fake in order to get attached to a real guy. The irony of the matter is partly lost on me.
Although I have seen people worry at the fact that I don’t seem to be attracted to any guys, does that make me asexual, no idea, I just don’t see the appeal that people seem to attach the emotions they suppose I should feel, it can however be slightly amusing to see them misinterpret my emotions (be this blushing or being lost for words) as they perceive interest whereas I feel embarrassment, both for me and them.
And there’s my rant over I just thought I’d share the pulling power I have with whacks :D
Toodles folk o/
Okay well let’s see what’s been happening, same as always nothing much.
Anywho something amusing … went to this marriage event, it was meant to be a bit like a speed dating event possibly.
I managed to pull 3 guys, 1 45yr old, 1 dwarf freshie and last but not least a 55yr old. I was a little shocked to say the least I know I’m not pretty but it’s not that bad that only old cronie older then my mum start asking for sessions, my mum told me I was a fool to turn them down, she wanted to have a go so they don’t go after younger girls, lol, I have no idea what I would do without my mum ^_^.
I was getting mixed messages from the guys there to be honest (although I didn’t help by not wearing my badge – yes you can tell I was so interested in the guys there). Although I got told I look younger then my years and should maybe start going for younger guys … I’m still lost the art of seeing interest is beyond me.
And then I was speaking to some folk and I got told I look intelligent and dare I say it geeky, this may explain why geeks actually appear to like me, kin and all that. And made me ponder on whether I should’ve taken part in the various makeovers I’ve been offered over the years. My sister says it’s because I don’t want to look pretty, which in a sense is true, I’m not on this planet to look pretty, although without looking pretty a guy won’t look at me initially apparently, maybe I should wear a hijab then, although wearing a hijab in order to get hitched sounds fake right, fake in order to get attached to a real guy. The irony of the matter is partly lost on me.
Although I have seen people worry at the fact that I don’t seem to be attracted to any guys, does that make me asexual, no idea, I just don’t see the appeal that people seem to attach the emotions they suppose I should feel, it can however be slightly amusing to see them misinterpret my emotions (be this blushing or being lost for words) as they perceive interest whereas I feel embarrassment, both for me and them.
And there’s my rant over I just thought I’d share the pulling power I have with whacks :D
Toodles folk o/
Monday 30 January 2012
Friday 27 January 2012
Thursday 26 January 2012
Wednesday 25 January 2012
Rim-k ft. Kader & Selim - Harraga Maghreb united 2009 NEW
Does anyone actually understand the words, if so a translation would be so cool, seeing as I do love the song ^_^ Thank you!
Tuesday 24 January 2012
Monday 23 January 2012
Bodyguard - Teri Meri
Okay well beautiful people, I was having a chat with my mum, as you do, about various things, be this the fact that I'm smart I just don't use my brains, I have an anger problem as I don't have enough patience, which I all acknowledge and am working on, my discipline is coming back as I'm trying to get back into my exercise routine and starting to read stuff (ie non-fiction) again so I feel like I'm on a good path, I just lost my way and it took me ages to realise that I need to start something to see which routes are open to me rather then waiting in the dark waiting for some direction when I haven't given myself even a match to see with.
And then up came the marriage thing again, and what had been nagging me for time was finally resolved. I have always thought not muslim, not happening and never thought beyond this. And then something my mum said really clicked and it finally made sense with my thinking. Don't get together with a guy who adores you and you do not adore him back, it's an unequal partnership and both of you will not benefit from this matter. And that would explain the last couple of years to a T. Lifted a weight from my shoulders anyhow and totally made my weekend, year!! Woohoo!
Anyhow toodles for now, I just realised all my foundation is darker then me and so only suited my sisters ... lol
Bye!!
Okay well beautiful people, I was having a chat with my mum, as you do, about various things, be this the fact that I'm smart I just don't use my brains, I have an anger problem as I don't have enough patience, which I all acknowledge and am working on, my discipline is coming back as I'm trying to get back into my exercise routine and starting to read stuff (ie non-fiction) again so I feel like I'm on a good path, I just lost my way and it took me ages to realise that I need to start something to see which routes are open to me rather then waiting in the dark waiting for some direction when I haven't given myself even a match to see with.
And then up came the marriage thing again, and what had been nagging me for time was finally resolved. I have always thought not muslim, not happening and never thought beyond this. And then something my mum said really clicked and it finally made sense with my thinking. Don't get together with a guy who adores you and you do not adore him back, it's an unequal partnership and both of you will not benefit from this matter. And that would explain the last couple of years to a T. Lifted a weight from my shoulders anyhow and totally made my weekend, year!! Woohoo!
Anyhow toodles for now, I just realised all my foundation is darker then me and so only suited my sisters ... lol
Bye!!
Saturday 21 January 2012
Friday 20 January 2012
Thursday 19 January 2012
Wednesday 18 January 2012
Opinion
Rubbish
Society is not immoral
Forget all those wars
And the reigns of terror
And forget the major terrors
Like the KKK
Just remember as long as you
Live in the middle
Of nowhere
Then society will always
Remain normal
In the mind
Society is not immoral
Forget all those wars
And the reigns of terror
And forget the major terrors
Like the KKK
Just remember as long as you
Live in the middle
Of nowhere
Then society will always
Remain normal
In the mind
Mankind
I see it in your eyes
the want
not need
to be
above all others
where peace never walks
and greed and fear rule all
the want
not need
to be
above all others
where peace never walks
and greed and fear rule all
Tuesday 17 January 2012
Monday 16 January 2012
Friday 13 January 2012
Wednesday 11 January 2012
Tuesday 10 January 2012
Monday 9 January 2012
Saturday 7 January 2012
Friday 6 January 2012
Ladies vs Ricky Bahl - Thug Le
Okay well I was watching a drama yesterday with my mum, Diya aur Baati hum, and was questioning the logical thinking of some people, what's really sad is, some of these people exist in real life.
You will get hard working folk, who through no fault of their own will get blamed for stuff which is not their fault or even worth a hissy fit over. And then those who call themselves martyrs will comment or suggest how at fault another is, whereas if you are truly a martyr you would never suggest this, but as people don't appear to apply logic they seem to believe whatever they are told as the person speaking calls themselves a martyr. And just because they say this enough times others believe them. It's a sad fate that people allow this to be used in order to allow others think for them in this manner.
Okay well I was watching a drama yesterday with my mum, Diya aur Baati hum, and was questioning the logical thinking of some people, what's really sad is, some of these people exist in real life.
You will get hard working folk, who through no fault of their own will get blamed for stuff which is not their fault or even worth a hissy fit over. And then those who call themselves martyrs will comment or suggest how at fault another is, whereas if you are truly a martyr you would never suggest this, but as people don't appear to apply logic they seem to believe whatever they are told as the person speaking calls themselves a martyr. And just because they say this enough times others believe them. It's a sad fate that people allow this to be used in order to allow others think for them in this manner.
Wednesday 4 January 2012
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