Rim-K - Harraga

Okay well I'm in a thinking mood, I'm not sure whether women actually having a ticking biological clock or not, however I have been noticing kids quite a lot as of late, this might be because I've had to slow down and thus I'm seeing stuff I don't usually see or even that people keep talking to me about it.

Anyone who knows me, knows I'm scared of kids, the deeper reason being I don't want to be a catalyst for them doing any bad, it only takes one thoughtless action, word, etc and bam the kid's changed. Although this is a double edged sword, the change could be for the better or for the worse.

At a meeting that was held at my sister's place I was looking after the kids (I wasn't part of the meeting so attempting to amuse them) and apparently I was a hit the kids loved me, thought I was totally cool, my sister laughed at me as I got far too excited when they were actually able to play mario kart properly. and as I do this a little bit more often then I used to, people appear to be taking notice. And then I think about me as a taskmaster, as I used to mentor kids and as my own brother was my worst pupil I thought I totally failed, however the kids thought I was fair, so pretty neat, all in all. I just hope it doesn't go to my head and I shall endeveour to be better on the next occasion, should it arise.

And then a totally random chance encounter and I met a guy who had the mind of an 18 month baby, I smiled (again the scared factor thing, who wants to changed someone so pure) and apparently I looked like some famous person and so he was quite happy, I wasn't sure how to feel, was totally not sure what to say or do, so just tried to be me, although I suspect I wasn't great at it.

It just makes me ponder would I be a good mother, or just a great aunt (yes I know need to find a guy first, therein lies the dilemma)

And I'll go back to pondering and playing GemCraft Labyrinth and if you haven't played it, you should totally play it, the most epic game ever ...

http://www.kongregate.com/games/gameinabottle/gemcraft-labyrinth

Take Care folk, toodles o/