Song - Flaw - My Letter
Okay I just came back from a talk where I saw Lauren Booth and Yvonne Ridley, was pretty cool. One thing that played in my mind was Lauren when she said:
I am of a cheery disposition, should my car crash, my kids turn out bad, i'll say Hey I made a great omelette!
Best turn of phrase ever.
Totally made my day and so I thought I'd share ...
Toodles!
Friday 6 May 2011
Speak ...
Song - Linkin Park - The Requiem
Right well here's a blog in the middle of the day just to see how my mood varies during the day, just spoke to someone who thought I was a tad weird but I encouraged his weirdness and so let it shine and so he told me of how he'd electrocuted his fingers. I was a tad O_O but it's all good, rather have happy people in the world, easier to deal with day-to-day stuff :D
And we had a merry old conversation about computers and what would happen if your keyboard just came to life, would we run or not, etc. You get the picture.
I currently have a nocturnal person I'm emailing, they email at night I email during the day. Yes I'm using my I am too tired to be calling ppl at 00:30, just realised how outdated convos can get as we have to wait days to make points back and forth and as they ain't used to emails and better at talking, so trying to get legible emails from them was a bit of a challenge at the beginning.
Just helps you realise the different types of communication in the world and the way we have to adapt. Reminds me of when I had to talk to some deaf builders, anyone who knows me will know I hate looking people in the eye, but I had no problem talking to these builders, was this because it's something that they needed whereas other folk only tend to try and read me because they think they are able to interpret the signals I may display to the world.
Communication, varies for each person I meet as they have all had their own experiences and I get told I always see the good side in people, so I may assume someone is better then what they are. Although I see myself as a harsh critic and so I confuse myself between the perception people have and the perception I believe I have.
Oh well, it's Friday. Jummah Mubarak all :D
Right well here's a blog in the middle of the day just to see how my mood varies during the day, just spoke to someone who thought I was a tad weird but I encouraged his weirdness and so let it shine and so he told me of how he'd electrocuted his fingers. I was a tad O_O but it's all good, rather have happy people in the world, easier to deal with day-to-day stuff :D
And we had a merry old conversation about computers and what would happen if your keyboard just came to life, would we run or not, etc. You get the picture.
I currently have a nocturnal person I'm emailing, they email at night I email during the day. Yes I'm using my I am too tired to be calling ppl at 00:30, just realised how outdated convos can get as we have to wait days to make points back and forth and as they ain't used to emails and better at talking, so trying to get legible emails from them was a bit of a challenge at the beginning.
Just helps you realise the different types of communication in the world and the way we have to adapt. Reminds me of when I had to talk to some deaf builders, anyone who knows me will know I hate looking people in the eye, but I had no problem talking to these builders, was this because it's something that they needed whereas other folk only tend to try and read me because they think they are able to interpret the signals I may display to the world.
Communication, varies for each person I meet as they have all had their own experiences and I get told I always see the good side in people, so I may assume someone is better then what they are. Although I see myself as a harsh critic and so I confuse myself between the perception people have and the perception I believe I have.
Oh well, it's Friday. Jummah Mubarak all :D
Thursday 5 May 2011
Challenge ...
Song - Flaw - Amendment
Okay well this week my mum questioned why my hair falls out at such a massive rate, I don't know why she asked me, I have no idea ... anyhow she has concluded it's due to me straightening my hair I'm killing it and so it's all falling out and I'm gonna become bald one day because of it. And thus I realise where my weird thoughts come from, although perhaps there is truth in what she said I am damaging my hair by straightening it. So I've not straightened it this week, and so now my hair is a complete mess of curls, which is urgh! but seeing as how lazy I am, I've just spent 10 seconds chucking it into a bun and voila, my hairdo for the week so far!
I'll see what happens from there, maybe it'll mean I should listen to my mum more and start eating all the random heathly stuff she wants me to eat as well.
Update on teh pranking phone calls, my sister is now got teh number, and is planning to have some fun, no idea but apparently it has something to do with song lyrics and a freshie accent, so fun and games begin!
How else to fill this space ... hmm can't think of anything ... toodles ppl!
Okay well this week my mum questioned why my hair falls out at such a massive rate, I don't know why she asked me, I have no idea ... anyhow she has concluded it's due to me straightening my hair I'm killing it and so it's all falling out and I'm gonna become bald one day because of it. And thus I realise where my weird thoughts come from, although perhaps there is truth in what she said I am damaging my hair by straightening it. So I've not straightened it this week, and so now my hair is a complete mess of curls, which is urgh! but seeing as how lazy I am, I've just spent 10 seconds chucking it into a bun and voila, my hairdo for the week so far!
I'll see what happens from there, maybe it'll mean I should listen to my mum more and start eating all the random heathly stuff she wants me to eat as well.
Update on teh pranking phone calls, my sister is now got teh number, and is planning to have some fun, no idea but apparently it has something to do with song lyrics and a freshie accent, so fun and games begin!
How else to fill this space ... hmm can't think of anything ... toodles ppl!
Time ...
Song - Three Days Grace - Never too late
I've been contemplating my entries as I think I seem more then just a tad depressed with the world (I would say deep, but that doesn't really seem to be the case) So I thought I'd try writing something during the day and see if that changes my view.
Currently sat at my desk looking down at Reading Station, pretty glad I'm not higher seeing as I think I might be scared of heights even if right about now I'm feeling okay. The people are sooo small, although not so small that you think of the game where there's a magnifying glass and you fry ants or something. Never actually tried that as a kid, I thought that ants had a hard enough time trying to navigate it a manmade world to obtain food for their colony that me giving them 3rd degree burns or whatnot would not help them. And ants don't reallly have a JCP set up or anything to give them time off, so I left them be.
In the half hour it took me to get up, get ready and get out of the house, I forgot to eat, so now I'm drinking hot chocolate by the cup hoping it'll sustain me til lunch, not sure how well it's gonna work, but there's always a time to experiment ^_^.
So far this morning the only thing that happened was that my mum's plants all fell over so I went outside to right them (they still in their pots, waiting to get the ground ready so that they can be planted). My mum's currently in her phase of wanting to turn the garden into a place with bay trees (or whatever they're called, cannot recall and I know I've forgotten, teh word is at least 7 letters long), an olive and some lemon trees. She also has some rosemary, lavender and other herbs. I'm just hoping to get mint as it's reminds me of great times as a kid, messing around with the hosepipe, although being one of the smaller kids of the 4 in my house, me getting the pipe was pretty much not gonna happen, so I used to content myself with just standing by the mint and taking in the greatness of the smell and all :D.
And now I just realised I was logged out of my phone, no wonder I wasn't getting any calls, to think I could have got myself another hot chocolate! Oh well only took another 10 minutes but I did, the water in this place has officially killed my throat I can't seem to talk once I had a cup, freaky!
Oh well, another day, another dollar (I would say pound or penny, but pound sounds weird and penny sounds cheesy/cheap!)
Take care for now beautiful people o/
I've been contemplating my entries as I think I seem more then just a tad depressed with the world (I would say deep, but that doesn't really seem to be the case) So I thought I'd try writing something during the day and see if that changes my view.
Currently sat at my desk looking down at Reading Station, pretty glad I'm not higher seeing as I think I might be scared of heights even if right about now I'm feeling okay. The people are sooo small, although not so small that you think of the game where there's a magnifying glass and you fry ants or something. Never actually tried that as a kid, I thought that ants had a hard enough time trying to navigate it a manmade world to obtain food for their colony that me giving them 3rd degree burns or whatnot would not help them. And ants don't reallly have a JCP set up or anything to give them time off, so I left them be.
In the half hour it took me to get up, get ready and get out of the house, I forgot to eat, so now I'm drinking hot chocolate by the cup hoping it'll sustain me til lunch, not sure how well it's gonna work, but there's always a time to experiment ^_^.
So far this morning the only thing that happened was that my mum's plants all fell over so I went outside to right them (they still in their pots, waiting to get the ground ready so that they can be planted). My mum's currently in her phase of wanting to turn the garden into a place with bay trees (or whatever they're called, cannot recall and I know I've forgotten, teh word is at least 7 letters long), an olive and some lemon trees. She also has some rosemary, lavender and other herbs. I'm just hoping to get mint as it's reminds me of great times as a kid, messing around with the hosepipe, although being one of the smaller kids of the 4 in my house, me getting the pipe was pretty much not gonna happen, so I used to content myself with just standing by the mint and taking in the greatness of the smell and all :D.
And now I just realised I was logged out of my phone, no wonder I wasn't getting any calls, to think I could have got myself another hot chocolate! Oh well only took another 10 minutes but I did, the water in this place has officially killed my throat I can't seem to talk once I had a cup, freaky!
Oh well, another day, another dollar (I would say pound or penny, but pound sounds weird and penny sounds cheesy/cheap!)
Take care for now beautiful people o/
Tuesday 3 May 2011
Hiding ...
Song - Breaking Benjamins - Dance with the Devil
Okay well today I got a bit narked today, some idiot guy thought he was being a great charmer or something and asked for my number, I was like O_O, it's like seriously I'm sorry did I show any interest in you, considering we've only been speaking for a couple of minutes, it's broad daylight and I was just being polite whilst waiting for a really, really slow lift in order to get out of the building. And then he had the cheek to give me his!!
Well anyone who knows me knows how embarassed I get, and then people wonder why I start giving people the evil eye, yes it's because they give me the creeps and so I have to hide my persona behind the glare, otherwise I get stupid idiots like that making me wonder what I do wrong that people seem to get the wrong signals and make my whole day go from 9.5/10 to 1.5/10, if it wasn't for ice cream I swear sometimes I'd ponder at what I'm doing.
I'm so tempted just to make up some random name in a forum and just post his number there in order to get people to prank the buffoon, but I have to work in the building and he might have half a brain cell and realise that it was me and I'd rather avoid the chap then have to deal with his anger ... still tempted though, meh. Although if anyone wants the number let me know I'll gladly give it to folk who want to prank the person, just make sure you record it and post it on youtube or something, may he acheive the same kind of fame that Rebecca Black has.
I sometimes wonder whether this is why some people call me bipolar because I do switch personalities so easily, I wonder if that just means some people don't realise which parts are me and which parts are the reflexes I seem to have developed, be they good or bad.
Relationships are such fragile things and who am I to hurt anyone, maybe that's why I argue with myself so often, as to whether I should be nice to folk or not, is this just another obstacle on the path to make me a more patient person, should I ignore it and just move forward continuing to be me or should I hide behind the wall I construct, trapping myself in the memory of my own dreams.
Okay well today I got a bit narked today, some idiot guy thought he was being a great charmer or something and asked for my number, I was like O_O, it's like seriously I'm sorry did I show any interest in you, considering we've only been speaking for a couple of minutes, it's broad daylight and I was just being polite whilst waiting for a really, really slow lift in order to get out of the building. And then he had the cheek to give me his!!
Well anyone who knows me knows how embarassed I get, and then people wonder why I start giving people the evil eye, yes it's because they give me the creeps and so I have to hide my persona behind the glare, otherwise I get stupid idiots like that making me wonder what I do wrong that people seem to get the wrong signals and make my whole day go from 9.5/10 to 1.5/10, if it wasn't for ice cream I swear sometimes I'd ponder at what I'm doing.
I'm so tempted just to make up some random name in a forum and just post his number there in order to get people to prank the buffoon, but I have to work in the building and he might have half a brain cell and realise that it was me and I'd rather avoid the chap then have to deal with his anger ... still tempted though, meh. Although if anyone wants the number let me know I'll gladly give it to folk who want to prank the person, just make sure you record it and post it on youtube or something, may he acheive the same kind of fame that Rebecca Black has.
I sometimes wonder whether this is why some people call me bipolar because I do switch personalities so easily, I wonder if that just means some people don't realise which parts are me and which parts are the reflexes I seem to have developed, be they good or bad.
Relationships are such fragile things and who am I to hurt anyone, maybe that's why I argue with myself so often, as to whether I should be nice to folk or not, is this just another obstacle on the path to make me a more patient person, should I ignore it and just move forward continuing to be me or should I hide behind the wall I construct, trapping myself in the memory of my own dreams.
Monday 2 May 2011
Standstill ...
Song - Frank Ocean - Swim Good
Was watching this movie today what cleaning a packet of jeera (cumin seeds I think) and the guy in there had no direction at all and it just made me ponder, as I see loads of folk in this predicament, including myself.
I feel like I've been stood still for years, as believe it or not I had expected to get hitched, regardless of how cynical some may perceive me to be. Maybe it would have been better to focus more, but like I have said previously what if questions don't help no one unless it's a future question and thus a possible solution to a problem.
A few have said I'm a happy person, others have said I'm soft, cynical, sexist, tough (yes I know that one threw me as well, I have no muscle) and various other things,which kinda just shows that o vary, other folk see only what they wish to see, folk see elements of themselves or all of the above.
A confusing thought with no real question and no real answer. It pondering this will allow me to see others answers that I may need to find ...
Was watching this movie today what cleaning a packet of jeera (cumin seeds I think) and the guy in there had no direction at all and it just made me ponder, as I see loads of folk in this predicament, including myself.
I feel like I've been stood still for years, as believe it or not I had expected to get hitched, regardless of how cynical some may perceive me to be. Maybe it would have been better to focus more, but like I have said previously what if questions don't help no one unless it's a future question and thus a possible solution to a problem.
A few have said I'm a happy person, others have said I'm soft, cynical, sexist, tough (yes I know that one threw me as well, I have no muscle) and various other things,which kinda just shows that o vary, other folk see only what they wish to see, folk see elements of themselves or all of the above.
A confusing thought with no real question and no real answer. It pondering this will allow me to see others answers that I may need to find ...
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