Saturday 6 August 2011

Sami Yusuf - Salaam

Okay well for those who know it's Ramdhan, for those who don't well you just read it!

The first few days leading upto the month I was ill so 3 days of complete bedrest, totally makes me appreciates my body. And then the fasting began, as per usual the hardest part of the fast is not the act of fasting, people across the world deal with tougher trials this physical loss of food doesn't seem to matter that much to me, although I try not to walk past a bakery!

However having spoken to folk this can be quite a trial so maybe I shouldn't discount it, the only thing I know is because I've been fasting since I was young it's something that strikes me as being hard whereas it might do for other folk.

Anyway back to the point, the hardest part that I find is that where you have to monitor yourself, which I should be doing anyway, however something that you start looking at so much more, a time when you make the time to sit, think and comtemplate yourself as a person, for each person this varies.

So in all I'm having loads of me time, half scared as I find my own mind a scary place, having weird dreams and hoping they don't mean anything scary and wondering whether I'm on teh right path or not.

Anyhow back to my comptemplation.

Take Care folks and may you have a wonderful month