Shania Twain - That don't impress me much

Okay well someone was speaking to me yesterday about blogs as they wanted to do a private blog (ie they just didn't want people to know who they were) made me remember my thoughts and I never came to any kind of conclusion as there are pros and cons to both, I definitely wouldn't want to share very private thoughts and then possibly hurt someone over it later.

Hmm ... and I pondered relationships yesterday, I was just about to go to bed yesterday and my brother rang, "I need a lift", what we do for family I went and threw cold water in my face had some sugar to eat and then went out, in my PJs, to go pick up my adoring little brother (adoring yeah right!) however although it seems like a small thing for someone like me, how do people who travel quite late manage to do it if they're on their own, do have folk waiting at home who ask after them to make sure they're safe and everything. Just so many folk you see who live each day, some chasing a material dream and some chasing an elusive desire not knowing whther their heart is true or not but believe themselves to follow it, even if it is blind.

Am I being far too cynical of emotion, I got called pragmatic on some occasions and cold on others, is it really right to follow a desire which you may not even know what it is, for who can teach love if it's not a feeling we can emit to others. And i don't mean just the couple love for all those weirdoes, but those who know me, know I mean love for humanity, and the rest of the universe (or multiverse depending on what you believe), so even those folk that I dislike ...

Anyhow it's a beautiful day, to mess up the hair or not, I do have to go out later, hmm ...

Toodles fair folk o/

Mohammed Lamine - Mon Bled

Okay blog for the day, I'm feeling silly at the mo, just because I am. I found it bizarre today as someone started repeating my mannerisms back at me and not sure what I thought of it, I tend to put myself down quite a lot.

Hmm such a weird thing to encounter and it'll be one of those things I'll ponder for quite some time about this ...

What else is happening, it's the anniversary of 7/7 and what do I see on the news, more MoD stuff, this is a time to remember the mistakes of the past and help unite the communities, rather then highlightening another reason why people should possibly attack other peoples' way of life

Stereo Nation - Galan Goriya

Okay well I wasn't sure what to write about today, well actually I did but totally forgot and so I thought about it and by chance something happened.

I realised that sometimes you ponder at why those you rever are actually not what you place them to be, and at times you are better then them regardless of how worthless your own character seems to be, which makes you wonder what humanity has reached that worthless are higher then the revered.

Maybe I'll be able to take a compliment one day but that day is not today, that's all, toddles and double deckers rock!

Chipmunk (ft Lock Essien) - Beast

Okay well I had time and felt like I should update if fo no other reason then just to rant without boring some random person who doesn't want to listen to me.

Birthdays there are quite a few of them at the mo, friend recently had one and seeing as I kinda forget and snail mail takes ages, I just went a got a ecard gift thing, money went to charity (kinda half being lazy and half trying to be nice to the fair folk of the world).

Anyone who knows me, knows I don't celebrate my birthday, I think only my family and 2 other people even knew when it was (not sure if I should be insulted that my supposed friends had no idea or whether they were being sweet and so respecting my wishes - I'm sticking to the later at present). Why do folk celebrate this, the only marked ages that make any sense to me are those when you can vote and when you can drive and possibly a pension, although me think that can differ for different folk (it's like saying do I think the Queen deserves a pension - not on top of her salary at present!) However age, it's something that could possibly mark wisdom however I know plenty of younger folk who are much wiser and older folk who are still stuck in childhood, or is it that age when we can say we are responisble for our own actions for those of sound mind, be these good or bad (here's hoping good prevails!)

And thanks to the wonderful teacher's strike I got id'd for buying some ibuprofen, nice (not!) my sister had a right laugh out of it though, seriously I don't look 16! Some 16 year old may look decades older then they are, I'm not one of them! ALthough apparently I'm gonna love it when I'm a biddy ... right and here was me thinking old age woohoo me and my purple brolly. I wonder if it relates to our diet etc, so if I started smoking etc, would I look my supposed age, or am I looking this way becuase I refrain from that which most of my age group do/did?

Anywho that's all for now, have a wonderful week folk :D