Trey Songz - Doorbell
There are only 3/4 people tat have ever understood me without words. The first being my mum the rest being folk who I could have been close friends with.
I say 3/4 because the I don't think the 4th got me, he accepted my personality, which was one of the few times I've been speechless (truly speechless as in no word or images could reflect my mind).
However introvert that I am, when becoming friends with a guy and then they get a partner I'm usually warned away by said partner. As much as a treasure friendship, I wish them happiness more then my feeling of contentment. Even if their happiness does not last, a moment of happiness is a priceless commodity and I am joyous in that life allowed them those moments. Although in all cases, bar my mother, this has meant a near end to all those friendships. And I wish them well, for being such gracious folk they deserve all the happiness that life can bring!
And although my mum thinks I'm a tad cuckoo and may remain unwed (Desi catastrophe!) til the end of my days she supports whatever I do, perhaps hoping that both our goals will be met ^_^.
Until then I'll continue having conversations in my mind, waiting for something, even if it is the sound of my own footsteps walking ...
