Song - Karl Wolf - Yalla Habibi
I went and said I should organise a party so now I'm being told to actually do it, so now I'm a bit like, err. Renting a hall would be cool I guess and then ask everyone to bring there own dish, move the chairs and have some person bring their sound system or something and bab you got a party! But would I wish to invite that many folk to fill out an entire hall and my idea of a get together evening would be nice food, play some stuff on the console and just a general chit chat and catch up. So I'm now pondering and have finally realised organising a party can be a tad daunting, especially if you want to please a whole bunch of folk...
And then I thought about my social circle, I have various circles, depending on where I've met or not met folk and they vary from what activities I met them in, be it sport, work, uni, etc. And they vary to quite a few degrees. They say there are only 12 types of personalities in the world (no not referring to the zodiac, I think me and my siblings disprove that theory seeing as how differently we are to one another even when we share the same sign). Although I will admit me and reading people not a task I'm capable of, I'm extremely gullible and hope and trust that people tell me te truth.
For each person that I allow into any of these circles I give a piece of my heart. Does that mean our hearts consist of all those we give the trust, hoping that this trust and thus our hearts are not broken by each and every person. Maybe this would explain the empty spaces within ourselves, is this people who may have broken this trust, those we may have lost or just someone we haven't spoken to in quite a time.
And seeing I just said all that I'm gonna have to go plan some sorta party, even if it turns out to be just a girls' night in ^_^
Take Care folk and look after each other! o/
Saturday, 30 April 2011
Friday, 29 April 2011
Decisions ...
Song - Sonna Rele - Bring on the Rain
Decisions. Something we spend every day making, from when we wake in the morning to when we close our eyes at night. These decisions you may think think affect no one else and those that obviously do.
So what we say and do are important things, which we all know however how much do we think about these things, I know I definitely don't double check everything I say and I ponder and regret some of those decisions I made.
Although you'd think from these "mistakes" I made, taht I became a wiser person and thus am able to make better decisions, however it seems the opposite occurs, I become more indecisive as I see the number of options increasing tenfold and so I make more decisions that I may/maynot regret at some point in the future.
But should these decisions be regreeted for what can one do about the past and what has been said or done ... absolute naught (unless you ask forgiveness, but the seeds have already been placed so the past has changed regardless) And so we live, each decision at a time, changing countless numbers of things everyday reflecting on teh what if and what could have beens, trying to see the future without these nagging but not able to live without the dreams we may have cherished as we step one step into the future not giving enough appreciation for having the choice to make in the first place as some although given choices cannot afford to do any but choose the one path that is possible.
May I grow into a better being and truly appreciate what I have and how I can repay the world, as it is not inherited from those before us, but borrowed from those after ...
Decisions. Something we spend every day making, from when we wake in the morning to when we close our eyes at night. These decisions you may think think affect no one else and those that obviously do.
So what we say and do are important things, which we all know however how much do we think about these things, I know I definitely don't double check everything I say and I ponder and regret some of those decisions I made.
Although you'd think from these "mistakes" I made, taht I became a wiser person and thus am able to make better decisions, however it seems the opposite occurs, I become more indecisive as I see the number of options increasing tenfold and so I make more decisions that I may/maynot regret at some point in the future.
But should these decisions be regreeted for what can one do about the past and what has been said or done ... absolute naught (unless you ask forgiveness, but the seeds have already been placed so the past has changed regardless) And so we live, each decision at a time, changing countless numbers of things everyday reflecting on teh what if and what could have beens, trying to see the future without these nagging but not able to live without the dreams we may have cherished as we step one step into the future not giving enough appreciation for having the choice to make in the first place as some although given choices cannot afford to do any but choose the one path that is possible.
May I grow into a better being and truly appreciate what I have and how I can repay the world, as it is not inherited from those before us, but borrowed from those after ...
Thursday, 28 April 2011
Lessons ...
Song - Within Temptation - Where is the Edge
I was thinking about my supposed cheerful disposition and was chatting to family as I seem to have random funny memories that they forgot yet most of the "sad" one I tend to forget. Does this that I have a selective memory, have I grown from the memories I don't recall or am I just a person living in my own world wrapped in the illusions and walls I've created.
Hmm something to further think on, is remembering the good only what promotes the goodwill between folk or the fact that you overcome the bad and appreciate the good that you have.
Oh well onto another subject, was walking in town and saw that there's a blood drive tomorrow and so told anyone that'd listen to go donate, is it hypocritical to tell folk if I don't donate myself maybe because I have a low iron count but would I still make the commitment to go if the iron count was fine ... although had a nice chirpy discussion with a guy that I found out was gay, so slightly strange talking about the benefits if neither of is were able to donate ...
Although one great thing was there were half price chocolate sales everywhere due to Easter being over, loads and loads of cadbury creme eggs ^_^ pure bliss, so I have marshmallows, ice cream and chocolate what more could a girl ask for :)
And talking off the wonderful food I'm off to go stare at it or something, toodles wonderful people and enjoy the wonderful weekend considering Kate and William gave us Brits a free bank holiday!
I was thinking about my supposed cheerful disposition and was chatting to family as I seem to have random funny memories that they forgot yet most of the "sad" one I tend to forget. Does this that I have a selective memory, have I grown from the memories I don't recall or am I just a person living in my own world wrapped in the illusions and walls I've created.
Hmm something to further think on, is remembering the good only what promotes the goodwill between folk or the fact that you overcome the bad and appreciate the good that you have.
Oh well onto another subject, was walking in town and saw that there's a blood drive tomorrow and so told anyone that'd listen to go donate, is it hypocritical to tell folk if I don't donate myself maybe because I have a low iron count but would I still make the commitment to go if the iron count was fine ... although had a nice chirpy discussion with a guy that I found out was gay, so slightly strange talking about the benefits if neither of is were able to donate ...
Although one great thing was there were half price chocolate sales everywhere due to Easter being over, loads and loads of cadbury creme eggs ^_^ pure bliss, so I have marshmallows, ice cream and chocolate what more could a girl ask for :)
And talking off the wonderful food I'm off to go stare at it or something, toodles wonderful people and enjoy the wonderful weekend considering Kate and William gave us Brits a free bank holiday!
Wednesday, 27 April 2011
Second Chances ...
Song - Nas ft Damian Marley - Patience
I'm a person who judges folk like Marmite I may like you or I may hate you, there is no middle ground. Unless I don't know you of course.
So I'll let folk I like get away with anything, for in my eyes they had a reason to do what they did. However today that got me thinking, dangerous I know! Does this mean that I should give folk I dislike or those I've not got along with a second chance. Should I no longer trust my instinct or people radar. But seeing how sociable I am, how great is this supposed radar? Or is it because there are no good folk left in the world.
But back to the point second chances, should I place my trust in that person again after they caused a scar to be left within me? Some say 70 excuses for every person, but I'm not a saint is it do me to ne the kind one, have people trample on me, will they learn their mistake ever, am I the person who will be able to teach them...
But whilst I ponder this I'll go consume the half price Easter egg I brought, don't you just love sales!
I'm a person who judges folk like Marmite I may like you or I may hate you, there is no middle ground. Unless I don't know you of course.
So I'll let folk I like get away with anything, for in my eyes they had a reason to do what they did. However today that got me thinking, dangerous I know! Does this mean that I should give folk I dislike or those I've not got along with a second chance. Should I no longer trust my instinct or people radar. But seeing how sociable I am, how great is this supposed radar? Or is it because there are no good folk left in the world.
But back to the point second chances, should I place my trust in that person again after they caused a scar to be left within me? Some say 70 excuses for every person, but I'm not a saint is it do me to ne the kind one, have people trample on me, will they learn their mistake ever, am I the person who will be able to teach them...
But whilst I ponder this I'll go consume the half price Easter egg I brought, don't you just love sales!
Sunday, 24 April 2011
Vanity ...
Song – Chipmunk – Champion
Met someone today where I knew I was judged by my appearance, I’m not sure whether this is the way that society should be run. Okay so I wouldn’t see myself of any use should we run out of energy and technology completely dies due to no electricity, however shouldn’t we be seen as ourselves and what happened to 70 excuses.
If I don’t like you I will avoid you, but that’s because I know that you do have the 70 excuses and who am I to argue with a person who could be better then I in reality.
But anywho what to do with people like this I ponder, the only sad thing is, these people seem to be those that are placed into power. Which raises another question why do some people, well most of them, allow people to place them at a lower level and then do the same to folk that respect them ...
Although I do ponder at appearances and what people do about them, I’m pretty much just me, no make-up, no designer clothes, just me and my jeans and hoodies (when given half the chance!). I used to think this was a bizarre and shallow thing, however the whole appearance thing can be a number of things, be it a mask or just to fit in. Why does society judge us and our talents on this, first impressions can mean everything to some people and nothing to others ...
Oh well I’m being distracted I need to go eat, toodles o/
Met someone today where I knew I was judged by my appearance, I’m not sure whether this is the way that society should be run. Okay so I wouldn’t see myself of any use should we run out of energy and technology completely dies due to no electricity, however shouldn’t we be seen as ourselves and what happened to 70 excuses.
If I don’t like you I will avoid you, but that’s because I know that you do have the 70 excuses and who am I to argue with a person who could be better then I in reality.
But anywho what to do with people like this I ponder, the only sad thing is, these people seem to be those that are placed into power. Which raises another question why do some people, well most of them, allow people to place them at a lower level and then do the same to folk that respect them ...
Although I do ponder at appearances and what people do about them, I’m pretty much just me, no make-up, no designer clothes, just me and my jeans and hoodies (when given half the chance!). I used to think this was a bizarre and shallow thing, however the whole appearance thing can be a number of things, be it a mask or just to fit in. Why does society judge us and our talents on this, first impressions can mean everything to some people and nothing to others ...
Oh well I’m being distracted I need to go eat, toodles o/
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