Song – RA One – Chammak Challo

Well hey it’s been some time. What to write, what to write, what’s amusing is, I generally don’t let stuff that’s too personal to make it onto this page, so pretty much empty with this.

Meh, well let’s see, the whole matrimonial site thing is still happening, I got a tad miffed and so changed my profile and told folk I’m not pretty so if they looking for that to not contact me, I then got some young un tell me how I shouldn’t write a profile and that I should try and be as attractive as possible, he didn’t get me when I said I’d rather have a guy that can see past the thorns rather then someone who requires the soft approach. Then gave him a lecture and shut him up.

One guy was a consummate liar and I felt slimy for even thinking anything positive about him, another starting stalking me like a freak. So then I feel like maybe I’m being mean. So made my profile invisible as the drama was too much, I didn’t realise there are so many guys who are melodramatic whilst stating they are not so. Weird saps all of them. Most of them even start talking about romance and you’re a bit like, err, I don’t even know your name …

What’s even more bizarre I’m not an attractive person so if I get this for just being my tomboyish self I feel sorry for pretty folk, they must have a nightmare, no wonder people appear to be arrogant or vain, it’s to avoid these types of people …

So why do people even bother trying to get into this whole swimming pool of weirdoes, why has the halal become so hard that you just feel like giving up and rather remain single then taint my character by going in these waters. So do I just give up or does one still try and find a guy in a world where I don’t see any guy as attractive and most of them are just looking for some weird “click” yes I don’t understand that terminology.

Oh well I think I’ll give up the thread here seeing as this took several days to type in the first place and I doubt I actually had any flow ^_^

Toodles folk and look after one another! o/