Kelly Rowland – Lay it on Me

Okay well update wise, erm nothing much really, just taking apart part of the extension for the house as the council don’t like the fact that it’s already been up for years, stating that the neighbour (who’s in USA whilst we’re in the UK) feels his lifestyle is being affected … oh well people have worse problems in the world so although it’s not great having no money to pay a builder and this having to take apart the family home in the cold is slightly depressing I’m thankful that I have what I have.

Makes you aware of what things people worry about in this world, and I can only hope that I become a better person having faced the small hardships I face.

It seems my whole life is rotating around getting hitched at the mo, I’m becoming quite peeved with the whole thing, seeing as how much people just want me to go fall in love, or bothering me, I don’t have a lovely voice and I don’t flirt with folk, I need to find a Will to my Grace, although apart from the fact I’m nothing like Grace …

Still gotta learn how to cook, all the weirdoes that seem to think I want a bf is beyond me, I’ve reached my years not going down that route, I’m neither disillusioned nor desperate to go outside the binds of marriage to find a partner.

Having spoken to guys, it seems that guys are waiting for some click, whatever guys may say, they have weak hearts expecting Bollywood love, as much as the fairytale love with songs is the background sounds great, it’s not great and why would you want to stumble into a marriage under the illusion of love, and later discover that it wasn’t as you thought it was, I’d rather have a guy who goes into it with open eyes and thus a more stable relationship is formed.

Meh last topic, I want an xbox kinect, so if anyone wants to give me an early birthday present you know what to get me ^_^

That’s all folks, toodles o/