Sunday, 28 October 2012

Justin Bieber - Fall

First off Eid Mubarak to everyone, it's Eid ul-Adha (find on Wikipedia if you need further info) the one about Ibrahim's sacrifice if you don't know!

It's more a family time then all this weird stuff about getting presents, I'd rather have the happy memories then some inanimate objects ... but that's just me ...

Anyhow went to brummyland with the family, met some of my mum's friends and some new folk, got mistaken for a 16 year old and so someone told my mum that they had a good match for me ... my mum said no, the guy was too young plus he hadn't even finished school! And then my sister added later imagine what would have happened if you'd spoken to the aunty jee (I was on good behaviour and behaving well ie keeping my mouth shut) I sometimes wonder if people if ever stop with their own perceptions of where I should be on life ... meh, now to go find some breakfast, which doesn't consist of chocolate mousse!

Toodles o/

Monday, 1 October 2012

Angel - Wonderful

Okay well I couldn't be bothered writing in my diary today, probably because I couldn't find it and I shouldn't keep ripping pages out of my work notebook.

Well I was thinking quite a bit over the past few days, unfortunately I still get ticked off when folk try to second guess my thoughts and opinions. I've known so few people who have known and understood my personality, so again hearing someone try and second guess me is annoying.

I recall a friend saying to me that I'm the only girl he knows that gets less annoyed at insults and more insulted if someone attempts to flirt with me.

Endearments are something I think which should be sacred between a union of 2 people, and the fact that something could mistake my intentions towards this is more then a little annoying.

And so they lost my confidence, and trust once lost is hard to regain, so no idea whether to just cut them off completely.

Oh well back to thinking, or as I am at present thinking of sleep.

Toodles folk o/


Monday, 16 July 2012

Culture Shock Remix - Live your life

Okay well went to a party yesterday, a family friend had her after wedding party, loads of arabic music, didn't understand a word but great songs, not confident to go dancing in front of a bunch of strangers but had a blast whilst helping clear up with dancing away to the beat, still need to work on the basics of arabic dancing, meh ... practice, lol

But what concerned me what the talk of quite a few folk, at a marriage event so yes it was all about the marriage, "why?" if you're not, "no kids?" if you was, etc ... lol. however the concerning point was how bitter some folk get because they're not married ... I was like woah, we're here to celebrate a union not to ponder in bitterness as to why the guys out there might be losers

I'm not contesting that there are a lot of demanding people out there, I am most likely one of them. Someone recently said to me would you marry a person who your parent chose, I said that I probably would. My mum has always put her children's best interest at heart. So who am I to believe that I have more wisdom then her in life. I know next to nothing about the way a guy's mind works. I only have the little brother and I doubt it's a good thing to base all guys on his personality.

My opinion has changed at various stages during the years and I hope that I've grown. However rather then blaming the other side (yes it's amazing the feminist that I am is saying this, however feminism is about equal not unequal rights) I consider that perhaps it means I need to improve my own character, and maybe learn how to cook. Although one chap did actually start learning to cook from his mum because I couldn't, ever so sweet and he's gained an extra life skill. (No don't ask me what happened, it happened years ago and hopefully he's got married to a lady to whom he can besotted with). Which shows in itself that we do make excuses to not get married, yes it is a lifelong commitment but we should not be so unreasonable that anything and everything becomes an issue.

Oh well forgot what else I was going to write and would just like to mention a big thank you to all my lovely friends diverse as they are for always having the ability to make me smile!




CULTURE SHOCK Live Your Life Remix

Wednesday, 4 July 2012

Ramzi - Arabic Queen

Well a friend recently lost her father whom she was very close to ... when I went to go give my respects she reminded me of my father. I was very close to him although due to him being a terrible father and husband I haven't seen him for over 10 years, a few years after my mum divorced him.

I know I have 2 half siblings whom I've never met, tbh I've never thought much about it, my father married a close relative for his second wife, hopefully this will mean the marriage is more stable then it was. Although he just appeared to be a confused guy when I knew him. I recall the first book he brought for me (I requested it) I recall the blank expression he gave me when I questioned why he hit mum when it was against the faith of Islam, showing him the several sources, including a whole chapter of the book he brought me.

Since he left (not that he stayed at home much except when he was ill so mum looked after him) my mum protected me and my siblings for the ills of the world. I know I still look at some things in shock, even a guy walking topless down the street will cause me to look the other way, or perhaps I'm just old fashioned (perhaps because of this seclusion that I was comfortable with)

Anyway I digress ... my friend the only way I could feel anything near what she was feeling was thinking about my mum, if she died what would I do? Would I be strong and stand there whilst people came to pay their respecting lamenting and me being reminded time and again what I had only recently lost. Grief is natural and to not allow that hinders the healing within us all, however my mum is the centre of my world, even if I don't know how to look after her(!). What would happen if the centre of me was lost. I know my mum stays that everyone has the ability to rise from loss, as she had to do when she lost her mum also, I can only hope that I can do justice by my mum in this life, at still have had that little bit of time with her which many have not had with their parents and believe that when she returns to the almighty I've learnt enough from her to be a child who will honour and respect the legacy she has left within me

And if my mum thinks I'm strange when I go hug her, meh, we don't need a reason to hug those that we love. Take care people and treasure those moments that we have with those cherish people that are the family of our hearts, be this in blood or friendship o/

Ramzi - arabic queen

Monday, 2 July 2012

Ramzi - Smile

Okay well I recall that once someone told me if I'm looking for a hubby I should go find a freshie who's an accountant and lives over here. Oh how life tries to teach me something I just have no idea what it is.

Although it's a matter of keeping my morals over what people desire, hmm oh well I'll just ponder more.

Do I think too much, I've always thought that I used to although I never used to cover all angles so I thought I did not and then I realise that you can never truly understand another person.

You could be the same place at the same time, having had the same past and you will still think differently because that's the way people are, we all have our own thoughts and though we project our stereotypes and reasoning we will never truly understand another. As well as continuing to be amazed when people don't follow what we thought they would. We never truly understood them so how can you perceive them in all their decisions.

And on a side note I finally understand how some people can feel bereft without makeup, it was weird I've never thought I'd be that side of the coin.

Until next time, toodles folk and look after one another, we are what teaches the future generation after all be it through our actions and/or words


Ramzi-Touch The Sky (Lie Lie)

Jugni Ji - Kanika Kapoor - Dr. Zeus Feat. Shortie - lyrics in description below





Dr Zeus – Jugni Ji (from Arif Lohar – Alif Allah Chamber Di Booty)

My english translation of the song

To be honest I can’t really understand Shortie half the time, so feel free to tell me what his lyrics are and I can update these ^_^

Meaning of Jugni:
The word literally means 'Female Firefly', in folk music it stands in for the poet-writer who uses Jugni as an innocent observer to make incisive, often humorous, sometimes sad but always touching observations. In spiritual poetry Jugni means the spirit of life, or essence of life. 


Translation:
Jugni Ji x4
Ae way allah waliyan di jugni ji x2
The spirit of all the messengers who brought His message to this Earth
Ae way navey pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of a new saint
Ae way maula ali wali jugni ji x2
The spirit of Ali and his followers

Ae way meray pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint

Know she a talking about, jugni ji
Just trying to enthuse about your, jugni ji
The reason why you lose, you got no jugni ji
So step into my shoes and feel the jugni ji
Some people they don’t educate the jugni ji
Try to alleviate you of the jugni je
What will elevate you is the jugni ji
Just kick back and meditate and feel the jugni ji

Jugni taar khaeein vich thaal
O my creation, share whatever you have

Chad duniya dey janjaal
Remove yourself from worldly concerns
Jugni taar khaeein vich thaal
O my creation, share whatever you have

Chad duniya dey janjaal
Remove yourself from worldly concerns

Kuch ni nibna bandiya naal
There is nothing that you can get from other human beings that you can take to the after-life

Rakhi saabat sidh amaal
Just keep you actions and intentions pure


Woh pir meraya jugni ji
I have the spirit of my guide
Ae way allah waliyan di jugni ji
The spirit of all the messengers who brought His message to this Earth
Ae way navey pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of a new saint
Ae way maula ali wali jugni ji x2
The spirit of Ali and his followers

Ae way meray pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint


Dum gutkoon, dum gutkoon, dum gutkoon, dum gootkun, dum gutkoon, dum gutkoon, dum gutkoon, gutkoon, gutkoon
Everytime I think of you God, my heart flutters x8/9 (gutkoon being the flutter part)

Ain’t too much of me inside you jugni ji
Ever since you feel you fight your jugni ji
Who would you really be without your jugni ji
What would you even see without your jugni ji
The reasons why your eyes is cos of jugni ji
Always to the sky because of jugni ji
Just take a look into my eyes and you’ll see jugni ji
You need to recognise that I got jugni ji

Jugni dig payee vich roi
So absorbed was the creation that she stumbled into a ditch

Othay ro ro kamli hoi
There she wailed relentlessly
Jugni dig payee vich roi
So absorbed was the creation that she stumbled into a ditch

Othay ro ro kamli hoi
There she wailed relentlessly
Oddi vaath naye lainda koi
But there was no one who enquired about her

Tey kalmay binna nai mildi toi
Remember, there is no salvation for anyone without remembering your creator


Hoa pir meraya jugni ji
I have the spirit of my guide
Ae way allah waliyan di jugni ji
The spirit of all the messengers who brought His message to this Earth
Ae way navey pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint
Ae way maula ali wali jugni ji x2
The spirit of Ali and his followers

Ae way meray pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint


Wanga charha lo kuriyon
Put on your bangles, girls
Ho wanga charha lo kuriyon
Put on your bangles, girls
Wanga charha lo kuriyon
Put on your bangles, girls
Meray daata dey darbaar dian
Those that you get at your Master’s shrines
Wanga charha lo kuriyon
Put on your bangles, girls
Meray daata dey darbaar dian
Those that you get at your Master’s shrines


Ae way allah waliyan di jugni ji x2
The spirit of all the messengers who brought His message to this Earth
Ae way navey pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint
Ae way maula ali wali jugni ji x2
The spirit of Ali and his followers
Ae way meray pir di jugni ji x2
The spirit of my saint

RAMZI FEAT GURINDER SEAGAL - SMILE (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

Wednesday, 13 June 2012

The Wickd - Bird

Okay so my latest life development, actually chatting to folk on these matrimonial websites.

I've now decided to burn bridges with the idiots ... check their profiles and correct them ^_^. It's polite and because they haven't learnt anything except being cool or something as their english is pretty bog standard. So me having fun whilst being helpful and polite. Mwahahah.

Anywho back to food I need dinner, cereal it is!

Toodles folk o/

Monday, 14 May 2012

Mentor Koletiv - Kal Ja

I recall the last thing I ever said to my dad, it being that I never want kids as I fear that I may turn out like him and be a bad parent. I had someone recently say all females "ooh and aah" over little babies. However it appears I'm the exception to his assumption of this sexist comment.

I've never had the urge to fawn over a little one neither do I feel the whole biological clock, the older the get, the less I want kids or marriage. Maybe companionship is something that would make me feel lonely however I'd rather be alone then just settle for something in my bid to not be lonely, to hope that the person I choose to connect my life with will understand me totally, and that my silence will be understood, be this a tense or relaxed one.

Maybe if my communication skills were better I'd be less picky. Bottling things up inside is an age old habit of mine. However this can make situations uncomfortable when people try to show they have more then a passing interest. I'm not pretty and I do not have any real great qualities, I can't cook, cleaning passable and I have the worst temper this side of the hemisphere, why anyone would assume I would like to form a partnership when I know I would not suit them, me being the key point as to why it would not work.

People, the unpredictable weirdoes that they are will continue to confuse me in this quest called life. Oh well work at work, yes only a few understand that.

Take care, o/

The People's Court- "Being Un-Neighborly" [Slipshod stonework leads to l...

Tuesday, 1 May 2012

Lowkey - Long Live Palestine (part 2)

Okay what to say...

First of all, hello all Russians, I have no idea why I get so many page views from your graceful country, however I hope I entertain :)

Justice. What is real justice, in the world we live in today there are several things which provide supposed "justice": money, power, looks. I'll take my next door neighbour for example her landlord has been trying to throw her out for months, why you ask, because she has not paid for 6 months, what's causing this wonderful delay you may ask, the court system, because this lady has 2 young children she has delayed the supposed justice system by months. And how do I know this, they were having an argument and so the landlady thought she'd show me the relevant court papers and stated that the argument was due to her asking for the rental arrears before the tenant ran off.

The landlord in the meantime must keep up their mortgage payments and repair any damage that the tenant does to the property, most recent being the tenant's son flushing several packs of wet wipes and toilet roll down the toilet and blocked up the drainage for everyone in the street. The tenant's response was well it was my son who did it why should I have to pay? To think I lived next to this women for a year and had no idea she was so irresponsible, I did find it unbelievable at first due to the fact she drives nice cars (think mercedes 2012 plates ...) but it appears that she's a shopaholic, she will pay for a new TV, sofa, car, etc. However paying bills (did I not say that the electric engineer came knocking at my door yesterday asking if I knew whether she had left the residence yet as the bills had not been paid, I think my face must have been O_O. I then advised him to contact the landlord, and provided him with the numbers as they were still trying to eject the tenant from the property.

Since my car died I have no car, since my bike and me were in an accident I haven't had time to get a new bike (as I usually get a self assemble and haven't had the time lately) maybe I should get it second-hand ... however I still manage to budget so that my rent and stuff like mortgage, bills, etc are paid. Whilst what do you do with people that live life to the max, fully knowing that the system will not punish them. 6 months and others are being made to bear the burden of her life where all she selfishly spends money on herself rather then others.

I'm amazed more people don't turn to crime, the system appears to allow people like this to get away with this ... at a loss tbh.

Take care folk. Let's hope we retain our morality for the enrichment of all rather then the selfishness of the few ...

Thursday, 19 April 2012

Angel - Go In, Go Hard

Okay well what have I done ...

Went to Westminister this week, some peace conference presented by children, it was pretty much logic without politics and politicians not answering the questions. Call me a cynic but it's something I always see when a politician comes to visit, or even with folk in the office whilst they try and play the power politics of the world. So me being me, someone who was part of the crew thought I was like my sister and thought I was happy to use as part of their power play, whereas my sister ignores these things I get ticked off, so I used my monotone get-away-from-me-and-do-not-try-and-talk-to-me-further look. This was not liked and my sister laughed but said it's a dangerous card to play. What can I say I dislike people who think they can play with my mind, I know several people that can and don't appreciate it, however some I know do it because it's the way they are.

The way I know a friend from an acquaintance, a friend would never ask me if I've found a guy, etc. Friends know that if I do, I'll let them know. I'm not desperate for a guy, I'm unsure why people seem to believe that I may be.

Happiness seems to be loneliness, and loneliness chilled by world ... and with that I leave this page to go listen to music.

Apprentice reminded me that I need to get into my fitness routine again!

Toodles folks and remember a smile is charity, or as the children said at their talk, a smile is teh beginning of peace :D

'Waiting to Exhale' Moments on DIVORCE COURT

Monday, 16 April 2012

Chrissy DePauw - Set It On Fire

Well I had to get out of my recluse ways last weekend and went to a friends wedding reception, congratulations again to Shyam and Soniya, a beautiful pair they are and may they have many happy years together and all joy and blessings to them!

The only food that was served that I had eaten before was the rice, so had a little of everything, it was great (yes I know food is my first love but meh to anyone who has a problem with it!) However I'm now probably going to visit chennai dosa at some point in the future ...

Anyhow it was a lovely afternoon with a presentation of various things, performed by both the younger and elder generations, I did feel a tad confused at first, shows my total ignorance of the hindu faith which I should look into ^_^. I called one lady aunty, apparently I must look older then folk say I do considering she was "I'm not an aunty yet!" I nearly ruined by saying "sorry aunty" ^_^ luckily I saved myself and got taught to just hmm and nod, it was lols.

Experienced the world of not knowing the main dialect of the room (Tamil in this case - I think) and am now thoroughly confused why people just get scared of a language being spoke that they don't understand, I felt fine even knowing I didn't know a word, maybe it's just because I was surrounded by lovely folk.

Had a laugh with my sister, who like the rest of family and protective of me, I'm apparently a dupe and think everyone is lovely unless they prove me wrong and considering I'm a dunce at deciphering people and their intentions it generally means I pretty much think everyone's cool in their own way. Although I still have my sarcasm which can make folk think I'm a tad smarter then I am possibly! So saw a few old uni friends, totally forget about getting my eyes lasered after uni so forgot they probably remember me as a spec wearing person, added by the fact that I'm not a fan of having my photos taken, so facebook updates wouldn't include photos!

And now I depart and go back to my normal life, until tomorrow as I'm apparently going to London with the sister

Toodles folk and look after one another o/

Rooftop (Chrissy DePauw) - Set It On Fire [RnB 2011]

Go In, Go Hard (The Streetdance 2 Edit)

Tuesday, 3 April 2012

Uprooting 30,000 Bedouin in Israel - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Uprooting 30,000 Bedouin in Israel - Opinion - Al Jazeera English
Lil Wayne ft Bruno Mars - Mirror

Okay well here's another, I never actually thought anyone read these seeing as it is just me ranting, but apparently I have a curious mind, whereas I think I'm boring.

A life in the day of me ... you may find the humour or you may just ponder at why I am. My sister says I give up too easily, be it on people or my own goals, reflecting on this I can see where the impression would come from so I guess I have to try with this.

I once remember someone said I could have a stunning face if I tried, as I shouldn't be happy being a plain Jane ... that really made me wonder I did ask whether people would treat me differently and obviously they would. Which seems quite sad, everyone has their own scars be this internal or not, why should another be allowed to believe that they can judge another person based on their perception of a person's outer appearance. Who doesn't have scars, I've gotten burnt myself numerous times through various accidents but does that mean I hide behind something so that people do not witness a possible weakness or disfigurement.

It can take less then a moment for people to lose everything, so should we be grateful for that we still have and cherish this, for each thing we do have there is at least one other who has not got that, be this the material or not.

Oh well my lunch is finished toodles for now o/

Sunday, 4 March 2012

ICE BOX (REMIX) - Omarion ft. Usher (w/ LYRICS)

ICE BOX (REMIX) - Omarion ft. Usher (w/ LYRICS)

B2K - Uh Huh

B2k ft Fabolous Bada Boom

B2k - Girlfriend [remix]

Beyonce - Sweet Dreams - (Official Music Video) - ILLumeci

Dj got us falling in love - Usher - ILLumeci

Donasian. We can make it better.

Clubbin by marques houston ft joe budden

S & M - Rihanna - ILLumeci & SemMusic

‪David Guetta - Turn Me On ft. Nicki Minaj‬ (Parody) POKEMON

Turn me on choreography David Guetta by Aliya Perry

Tuesday, 28 February 2012

Judge Judy - Scamming cow gets humiliated

will.i.am - T.H.E (The Hardest Ever) Choreography by Matt Lopez - NYC - ...

will.i.am - T.H.E (The Hardest Ever) Choreography by Matt Lopez - NYC - ...

T.H.E. The Hardest Ever Choreography

Talk That Talk | Rihanna | Chad Taylor Choreo Feat Elliott Campion

TALK THAT TALK - Rihanna ft Jay-Z Dance Choreography » Matt Steffanina

All history is black history - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

All history is black history - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

'Good white folks': Putting 'The Help' in context - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

'Good white folks': Putting 'The Help' in context - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Finkelstein, BDS and the destruction of Israel - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Finkelstein, BDS and the destruction of Israel - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Tuesday, 21 February 2012

Road Rage in Bath - I am going to call the Police!! - Sarah Duncan from ...

We've seen the threats against Iran before - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

We've seen the threats against Iran before - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Katy Perry - E.T. ft. Kanye West

No Angels-Down Boy w/Lyrics

Nicki Minaj Feat Rihanna - Fly Subtitulada en Español

Nicki Minaj - Girls Fall Like Dominos

M.I.A. - Paper Planes

2Step Dance Class - Session #1 (Chris Brown - Turn Up The Music)

Chris Brown feat. T.I. - Turn Up The Music (Remix)

Chris Brown ft. Rihanna - Turn Up The Music Remix (Official)

Chris Brown - Turn Up The Music

Move Like Michael Jackson: Animaineax's "Man in the Mirror"

Animaineax - Bleeding Love (Move Like Michael Jackson)

Got To Dance Series 3: A Team Semi Final - sky.com/dance

Got To Dance Series 3: Antics Semi Final - sky.com/dance

Got To Dance series 3: Prodijig Semi Final - sky.com/dance

China factory explosion leaves many dead - Asia-Pacific - Al Jazeera English

China factory explosion leaves many dead - Asia-Pacific - Al Jazeera English

In the Arab world, the West's interests trump its values - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

In the Arab world, the West's interests trump its values - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Eurozone approves second Greek bailout - Europe - Al Jazeera English

Eurozone approves second Greek bailout - Europe - Al Jazeera English

Facebook rehab - Features - Al Jazeera English

Facebook rehab - Features - Al Jazeera English

What if the 'people' don't want democracy? - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

What if the 'people' don't want democracy? - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Israel court to hear hunger striker's appeal - Middle East - Al Jazeera English

Israel court to hear hunger striker's appeal - Middle East - Al Jazeera English

Monday, 6 February 2012

Pachelbel Canon in D Major - Ultimate electric guitar compilation

funtwo - Canon 2011 Project with 'UNI-FI'

funtwo - Canon

Pachelbel - Canon In D Major. Best version.

Braveheart song

The Last Of The Mohicans End Scene

Gladiator - Now we are free

Enya - May It Be [With Lyrics]

Enya - Storms In Africa (video)

Orinoco Flow - Enya *NICE QUALITY* Twitter: @rodsmuller

Feet of Flames Monks

Riverdance - Eurovision Song Contest 1994 Dublin

The seed emergency: The threat to food and democracy - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

The seed emergency: The threat to food and democracy - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Thursday, 2 February 2012

Massari - Be Easy

jay sean - i used to love her

Jay Sean - Chance On You

Jay Sean - Runaway [New Single]

Alesha Dixon ft. Jay Sean - Every Little Part Of Me (Culture Shock Remix...

CULTURE SHOCK DUB _ SUPERBASS

CULTURE SHOCK DUB _ SUPERBASS

CULTURE SHOCK DUB ft. HDHAMI

A-SLAM - Back Down (Party Rock Remix) - New York debut @ DJ Rekha's Base...

MC Special f. Reminisce of A-SLAM & Desi Method - Hulara Tere Lak Dha

Adele - Set Fire to the Rain Lyrics

Adele - Set Fire To The Rain (Remix)

Why are so many Americans in prison? - Inside Story Americas - Al Jazeera English

Why are so many Americans in prison? - Inside Story Americas - Al Jazeera English

Puntland: In search of black gold - Counting the Cost - Al Jazeera English

Puntland: In search of black gold - Counting the Cost - Al Jazeera English

Tuesday, 31 January 2012

Tasha Tah ft Junai Kaden - Haan De Munde - Official Video

Got To Dance series 3: Urban Jokers Audition - sky.com/dance

Got To Dance Series 3: Ruff Diamond Audition - sky.com/dance

Confronting Iran: Warmongering in the Middle East - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Confronting Iran: Warmongering in the Middle East - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Got To Dance Series 3: Static Movement Audition

Got To Dance Series 3: Antics Audition - sky.com/dance

Got To Dance series 3: A-Team Audition - sky.com/dance

Got To Dance series 3: Kazzum Audition - sky.com/dance

Got To Dance Series 3 Prodijig Audition - sky.com/dance

Ni**as in Paris - Jay Z & Kanye West - Emily Sasson Choreography

Already Taken - Trey Songz - Emily Sasson Choreography

Deuces - Chris Brown Emily Sasson Choreography

Diary Of A Badman 10

Fracked-off: Gas extraction 'causes quakes' - Features - Al Jazeera English

Fracked-off: Gas extraction 'causes quakes' - Features - Al Jazeera English

Q&A: 'Why violence has declined' among humans - Features - Al Jazeera English

Q&A: 'Why violence has declined' among humans - Features - Al Jazeera English

Obama confirms Pakistan drone programme - Americas - Al Jazeera English

Obama confirms Pakistan drone programme - Americas - Al Jazeera English
Drake – Forever

Okay well let’s see what’s been happening, same as always nothing much.

Anywho something amusing … went to this marriage event, it was meant to be a bit like a speed dating event possibly.

I managed to pull 3 guys, 1 45yr old, 1 dwarf freshie and last but not least a 55yr old. I was a little shocked to say the least I know I’m not pretty but it’s not that bad that only old cronie older then my mum start asking for sessions, my mum told me I was a fool to turn them down, she wanted to have a go so they don’t go after younger girls, lol, I have no idea what I would do without my mum ^_^.

I was getting mixed messages from the guys there to be honest (although I didn’t help by not wearing my badge – yes you can tell I was so interested in the guys there). Although I got told I look younger then my years and should maybe start going for younger guys … I’m still lost the art of seeing interest is beyond me.

And then I was speaking to some folk and I got told I look intelligent and dare I say it geeky, this may explain why geeks actually appear to like me, kin and all that. And made me ponder on whether I should’ve taken part in the various makeovers I’ve been offered over the years. My sister says it’s because I don’t want to look pretty, which in a sense is true, I’m not on this planet to look pretty, although without looking pretty a guy won’t look at me initially apparently, maybe I should wear a hijab then, although wearing a hijab in order to get hitched sounds fake right, fake in order to get attached to a real guy. The irony of the matter is partly lost on me.

Although I have seen people worry at the fact that I don’t seem to be attracted to any guys, does that make me asexual, no idea, I just don’t see the appeal that people seem to attach the emotions they suppose I should feel, it can however be slightly amusing to see them misinterpret my emotions (be this blushing or being lost for words) as they perceive interest whereas I feel embarrassment, both for me and them.

And there’s my rant over I just thought I’d share the pulling power I have with whacks :D

Toodles folk o/

Drake - Over

EJ - Mama, I'm Gonna Sing

Monday, 30 January 2012

Beyonce - Sweet Dreams - (Official Music Video) - ILLumeci

Chris Brown - Deuces - ILL_Teague & The Beatbox Hitman 2

Dj got us falling in love - Usher - ILL Teague

Lucas Teague - Let You Go

Iran: Iraq redux - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Iran: Iraq redux - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

BONAFIDE - Feel It Sohniye ft HUMZA ARSHAD (DIARY OF A BAD MAN 10)**Offi...

India: Toxic Trade - 101 East - Al Jazeera English

India: Toxic Trade - 101 East - Al Jazeera English

Canada jury finds family guilty of murder - Americas - Al Jazeera English

Canada jury finds family guilty of murder - Americas - Al Jazeera English

A-SLAM – Top 50 songs of 2011 in 50 min

A-SLAM – Top 50 songs of 2011 in 50 min

Wednesday, 25 January 2012

Wael Gassar - Ghareibah El Nas / وائل جسار - غريبة الناس

Haifaa Wahby - 80 Million Ehsas / هيفاء وهبى - 80 مليون احساس

Nancy Ajram - Inta Eyh

Diana Haddad Feat. Cheb Khaled - Mass Wi Loli

Akon & Melissa - Yalli Naseeni

Rai N'B Fever - Ntya [Mohamed Lamine & Kayliah]

Leslie ft. Amar - Habibi [Rai'Nb Fever 3]

Dj kim » . CHTAH CHTAH YA HABiBi CHTAH CHTAH YA ZiNE ♪ ♥` ( NEW).wmv

OGB , Mohamed Lamine , Kamelancien & Sana - Pour Elles

Rim-k ft. Kader & Selim - Harraga Maghreb united 2009 NEW

Does anyone actually understand the words, if so a translation would be so cool, seeing as I do love the song ^_^ Thank you!

Judge Judy - Blaming a 4 year old

Murder in Tehran - Listening Post - Al Jazeera English

Murder in Tehran - Listening Post - Al Jazeera English

Evanescence - My Heart Is Broken

Monday, 23 January 2012

Bodyguard - Teri Meri

Okay well beautiful people, I was having a chat with my mum, as you do, about various things, be this the fact that I'm smart I just don't use my brains, I have an anger problem as I don't have enough patience, which I all acknowledge and am working on, my discipline is coming back as I'm trying to get back into my exercise routine and starting to read stuff (ie non-fiction) again so I feel like I'm on a good path, I just lost my way and it took me ages to realise that I need to start something to see which routes are open to me rather then waiting in the dark waiting for some direction when I haven't given myself even a match to see with.

And then up came the marriage thing again, and what had been nagging me for time was finally resolved. I have always thought not muslim, not happening and never thought beyond this. And then something my mum said really clicked and it finally made sense with my thinking. Don't get together with a guy who adores you and you do not adore him back, it's an unequal partnership and both of you will not benefit from this matter. And that would explain the last couple of years to a T. Lifted a weight from my shoulders anyhow and totally made my weekend, year!! Woohoo!

Anyhow toodles for now, I just realised all my foundation is darker then me and so only suited my sisters ... lol

Bye!!

Wednesday, 18 January 2012

Opinion

Rubbish
Society is not immoral

Forget all those wars
And the reigns of terror

And forget the major terrors
Like the KKK

Just remember as long as you
Live in the middle
Of nowhere

Then society will always
Remain normal
In the mind

Mankind

I see it in your eyes
the want
not need
to be
above all others
where peace never walks
and greed and fear rule all
Me and posting is not working at teh mo so just thought I'd write a few of teh poems I wrote when I was younger, enjoy folk ^_^

Sh*t Punjabi Mothers Say

Kato - Sjus (feat. Ida Corr, Camille Jones & Johnson) (Official Video)

Bombay Rockers - Let's Dance (Official Video)

Guantanamo remembered: A personal perspective - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Guantanamo remembered: A personal perspective - Opinion - Al Jazeera English

Pakistan PM to appear after court summons - Central & South Asia - Al Jazeera English

Pakistan PM to appear after court summons - Central & South Asia - Al Jazeera English

Pakistan rejects US envoy's visit request - Central & South Asia - Al Jazeera English

Pakistan rejects US envoy's visit request - Central & South Asia - Al Jazeera English

Aaja Nach Lay - Bombay Rockers

Very funny Indian ad for Godrej DVD Player

Funny Indian Advert for Bru instant

Funny Indian ad for SAB TV -Buddha hoga tera baap

Sony Ericsson Domino Ad

Is Pakistan facing a military coup? - Inside Story - Al Jazeera English

Is Pakistan facing a military coup? - Inside Story - Al Jazeera English

The cost of Iranian oil - Inside Story - Al Jazeera English

The cost of Iranian oil - Inside Story - Al Jazeera English

hrithik roshan sony ericsson thump tv commercial

Desi Parents are Crazy... AGAIN!

Tuesday, 10 January 2012

Diversity - Got to Dance Live Final

Diversity - Got to Dance Live Semi-Finals

Trinity Warriors Got To Dance Semi Final

Back2Back Got To Dance Semi Final

Back2Back: Got To Dance Audition

"Mini King of Pop": Got To Dance Audition

Toddler AMAZING Choreographed Hip Hop Dance Moves - One Republic Apologize

Fallujah babies: Under a new kind of siege - Features - Al Jazeera English

Fallujah babies: Under a new kind of siege - Features - Al Jazeera English

Shontelle - Battle Cry

Shontelle - Stuck With Each Other ft. Akon

Shontelle - Impossible

Beyoncé - Best Thing I Never Had

Maroon 5 - Harder To Breathe

Moves Like Jagger - Maroon 5 featuring Christina Aguilera

Jason Derulo - Don't Wanna Go Home (Official Video)

Jennifer Lopez - Papi

Katy Perry - E.T. ft. Kanye West

Natasha Bedingfield - Strip Me

Friday, 6 January 2012

Dungeons and Dragons

TV Judge Completely Ends Smartass Lawyer

Smartass Humiliated on National Television

The People's Court - Judge Milian FLIPS OUT AGAIN!

Ishq Hogaya - Stereo Nation (HQ)

stereo nation-gallan gooriyan

Nachchange Saari Raat by Stereo Nation

Ladies vs Ricky Bahl - Thug Le

Okay well I was watching a drama yesterday with my mum, Diya aur Baati hum, and was questioning the logical thinking of some people, what's really sad is, some of these people exist in real life.

You will get hard working folk, who through no fault of their own will get blamed for stuff which is not their fault or even worth a hissy fit over. And then those who call themselves martyrs will comment or suggest how at fault another is, whereas if you are truly a martyr you would never suggest this, but as people don't appear to apply logic they seem to believe whatever they are told as the person speaking calls themselves a martyr. And just because they say this enough times others believe them. It's a sad fate that people allow this to be used in order to allow others think for them in this manner.

My choreo for Chamak Challo by Akon