Neil Hilborn - "OCD" (Rustbelt 2013)

Akala - Fire In The Booth

Words

Okay well I wasn't meant to publish this one until I could compose my thoughts ... but it accidentally got published and so it's just a stay thought rather than a rant ...

It wasn't what they said, it was when you listened to them

Regret

Fall Out Boy - Thanks for the Memories

So I have an ultimatum, I regretted it as soon as the words were released from my mouth, but as the answer was given it cemented the route that my thoughts had been traveling anyway.

I took a bit of time in order to ensure that I could behave in a befitting manner seeing as I'm not a saint and I need to try at least to allow people their choices and move out without burning the wooden structures that haphazardly created were not as stable as stone could have been, perhaps it's my fault for not using a different material, or even to allow the mountain to be dug into, allowing the structure to withhold anything except the earth of which it was composed.

However as someone once told me, I'm not indifferent because I feel too little it is because I feel too much. So although I can stay my tongue, the years still escape at the most inopportune moments.

Laughing as the pressure builds from within, trying to make plans that I should not have faltered from years before, where being content holds a world of welcome promises ...

Where praying is not an act of worship but need for sanity

J-Co feat. Fabolous - Werke Werke (Remix)

Lyrics for J-Co feat. Fabolous - Werke Werke (Remix)

This remix is J Co – Werke werke with Fabolous – Young’n

Fabolous:
Cruisin top on the Mercedes low
Turn us up when you hear this on the radio
Blastin with the nineteen eighty flow
Make the necks on the ladies go (wooo wooop)
Holla that's what a pretty thug will do
Hit Branson get a fifty jug or two
Ya'll throwin on them gritty mugs for who
Like ya'll don't know what fifty slugs will do

J Co:
CHORUS
I like the way you werke, werke
the way you move that body
You got me feeling me feeling, flirty, flirty x2
I like the way you werke, werke
the way you move that body
You got me feeling me feeling, flirty, flirty x2
Flirty
Man look at shelly go, look at shelly go, oh let me check you out
Young wife from the West Indies, come on let me show what I’m all about
And the name’s J Co, you should already know, when the money’s what I’m all about
And if you wanna go, baby just ask and I’ll be there to take you out
Man you look so familiar, man I swear I’ve seen ya
You’re like something on a magazine, the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen
Man I’m trying to feel ya, so tell me what’s the deal ya,
And I’m not just your average teen, I’m probably the most grown you’ve ever seen
CHORUS
Ooh, your body move like Jello, young  and ready to do with you, you know how that go,
You might think I’m psycho, for try put game on yo
I really like your swing and you know my age and a thing
Oh baby shake that bumper, let her know that I’d give her that number
Ooh so familiar, man I swear I’ve seen ya
On the front of a magazine, the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen
You’re like Mona Lisa, I, I just wanna know ya,
And I’m not just your average teen, I’m probably the most grown you’ve ever seen
CHORUS

Fabolous:
Hatin I just bought the bulls
I put ya'll in the front page articles
I got em lookin at the billboard charts confused
And I still freestyle to start the Clue'
Reppin I'm that kid about the dough
I done copped coke and started droughts before
S*** Platinum out the door
Now I drop the top down just to shout to h***

J Co:
You look so scandalous, girl,  you got me delirious
The way you work that body, cute lil body, all around,
You look so scandalous, girl,  you got me delirious
The way you work that body, cute lil body, all around
CHORUS

DJ ARMZ - Flirty Flirty - 2pac Lyrics

Lyrics for DJ ARMZ - Flirty Flirty - 2pac

This uses the song J Co – Werke werke  and 2Pac – Let Em Have It.

2Pac:

See, it all started simple
Turning me licking your n******
F******* you doggy style to this instrumental
Hands up
All up inside your head
I could stand you
Eyes open
I don't plan to bust, just hold on
Let me zone in
What do you mean, can you scream, let it go, b****
How does it feel?
Gotta n**** like steel in ya
To keep going on, f****** like I'm killing ya
Lets go another round
Baby is you down really
Two shots of esctasy
Lick a n**** down silly
Your body next to me
I can touch you inside, and you'll cry
So good when a n**** leave, you'll die
My mama told baby be a man put it on a hit
On b****** like switches coming around the corner
I wanna let me get my ride on
It's your d*** baby but it's my song
If you really want it

J Co:

CHORUS
I like the way you werke, werke
the way you move that body
You got me feeling me feeling, flirty, flirty x2
I like the way you werke, werke
the way you move that body
You got me feeling me feeling, flirty, flirty x2
Flirty

Man look at shelly go, look at shelly go, oh let me check you out
Young wife from the West Indies, come on let me show what I’m all about
And the name’s J Co, you should already know, when the money’s what I’m all
about
And if you wanna go, baby just ask and I’ll be there to take you out
Man you look so familiar, man I swear I’ve seen ya
You’re like something on a magazine, the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen
Man I’m trying to feel ya, so tell me what’s the deal ya,
And I’m not just your average teen, I’m probably the most grown you’ve ever seen
CHORUS

2Pac:

Now you been acting like you want it for a long time
All up in a n**** face, giving me them strong vibes
Look in my eyes and you'll find peace
A Gemini so you really blow my mind freak
C'mon I got my clothes off, hard as a n**** in jail
Skinny n***** throw the d*** well
Everybody get they condoms, rubber cause it's time to f***
Hurry up and put it on n**** time is up
What's next? Got my mind on some group s**
Where you going baby I ain't even through yet
Do it like a true vet, love it how I threw it to ya
In and out make it good to ya
Remember me?
I love f****** slow with the lights low
Black, Puerto Rican, even white h***
Felice Amor, Que Linda, Dame Veso (Spanish: Sweet love, your a cutie, give me a kiss)
Got my bed soaked
Come to papi
F******* till the s*** is sloppy (sloppy)
If you really want it

J Co:

CHORUS
Ooh, your body move like Jello, young  and ready to do with you, you know how that go,
You might think I’m psycho, for try put game on yo
I really like your swing and you know my age and a thing
Oh baby shake that bumper, let her know that I’d give her that number
Ooh so familiar, man I swear I’ve seen ya
On the front of a magazine, the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen
You’re like Mona Lisa, I, I just wanna know ya,
And I’m not just your average teen, I’m probably the most grown you’ve ever
seen
CHORUS

2Pac:

Rock ya, body body x7
We came to
Rock ya, body body x7
We came to

J Co:

You look so scandalous, girl,  you got me delirious
The way you work that body, cute lil body, all around,
You look so scandalous, girl,  you got me delirious
The way you work that body, cute lil body, all around
CHORUS

2Pac:

I'm a Zodiac  f****** I do you all one at a time and all down the line

Predictability

Trey Songz - Doorbell

There are only 3/4 people tat have ever understood me without words. The first being my mum the rest being folk who I could have been close friends with.

I say 3/4 because the I don't think the 4th got me, he accepted my personality, which was one of the few times I've been speechless (truly speechless as in no word or images could reflect my mind).

However introvert that I am, when becoming friends with a guy and then they get a partner I'm usually warned away by said partner. As much as a treasure friendship, I wish them happiness more then my feeling of contentment. Even if their happiness does not last, a moment of happiness is a priceless commodity and I am joyous in that life allowed them those moments. Although in all cases, bar my mother, this has meant a near end to all those friendships. And I wish them well, for being such gracious folk they deserve all the happiness that life can bring!

And although my mum thinks I'm a tad cuckoo and may remain unwed (Desi catastrophe!) til the end of my days she supports whatever I do, perhaps hoping that both our goals will be met ^_^.

Until then I'll continue having conversations in my mind, waiting for something, even if it is the sound of my own footsteps walking ...