Ninetoes feat. James Newman - Silver & Gold (Finder)
https://soundcloud.com/ninetoes78/ninetoes-feat-james-newman
We don't need money, we can live for free, I'd rather be poor with you baby you're the one I need,
We don't need money, we can live for free, I'd rather be poor with you and be happy
Silver and gold, silver and gold, If I'm the one that you hold, money don't mean anything (x2)
anything (x 12 - fades away)
I don't wanna work today, I don't wanna throw my life away, Same old story everyday, I don't wanna throw my life away (x 2)
I don't need
Silver and gold, silver and gold, If I'm the one that you hold, money don't mean anything (x2)
It's been a while, just because ... I'm in a thinking mode (when am I not?)
And because this is my space to rant it's about me (again!)
Folk wonder why back at uni I actually became more religious, I was one of those simple folk who hadn't looked more into her faith and just living it because I was told to and it suited my lifestyle, behaving as a buffer I didn't have to worry about having a social life like most folk in my class did, worry about having a relationship in the weird broken manners that others had, etc ... however a professor told me "your mum isn't here to monitor you, you can do anything" that was an eye opener I had never thought about this before. That day in my second year was the pivot and that's when I chose the creator over creation.
So from that point forward I tried to become more informed and thus to become more content with who I am as a person, because at the end of the day it's me who should make me happy. Some say you should surround yourself with supportive people that help you to develop yourself, however could this be countered with the strength of a person is seen in the times of when you have nothing, be this people, money, etc. So even if those you hold dear are not supportive what does one do, distance yourself from these folk or to listen to the advice that even after deep contemplation makes no sense.
So what do I do? I bottle up! Yeah ... oh well ... maybe I should find a good way to release, But I've done it for so long, each secret I have is my own burden that I bear as I have yet to see a reason to share any of my burdens with another ... so another pivot point in my life is going to occur and now I have to ponder what I'm going to do ...
Hi, I hope you didn't mind the bit about you being naive. I just said that because you seemed to be a person who wanted to be good.
ReplyDeleteI do agree with your statement above that - "it's me who should make me happy". I read somewhere once, "If you are miserable, how can you expect a partner will change that". That is what made me realize the whole problem with relationships. Instead of looking within ourselves for problems we have we tend to rely on our relationships. People who are unsatisfied with their life think that a partner will give their life a meaning. As if we were an unsolved puzzle in a romantic movie and somebody will make us complete. Not only complete bit make us a better version of ourselves.
Though I don't understand why you have to bottle up. This blog is a place as good as any to share. And if you can't share everything in an anonymous blog, where can you.
Here is a link for my blog -
http://randommusingsagnostic.blogspot.in/
Though it will be a little heavy read. Be warned.
I don't mind, I know I am, it's a truth I cannot deny ... (mock dramatic sigh)
ReplyDeleteEaxctly, life is not a Bollywood movie or a fairy tale, and relationships are not based on "love at first sight" unless the people involved have something lasting between them, be this similarities to help build foundations or they complement one another in regards to their characteristics.
I don't have to, it's just a habit I've had since I was a child, and I actually have 3 blogs each with different outputs, if that makes sense and this blog is actually on my fb ^_^
I shall endeavour to start looking at it, heavy reads are good, it's when we can learn!
It does make sense in a weird sort of way. I just hope that you don't bottle anything up. And that one of the blogs is completely anonymous so you write what you want to write.
ReplyDeleteYour blog has gone O_O ...
ReplyDeleteI have a feeling I most likely do, it's a habit that's half ingrained, so I tend to write it out, if it's personal it'll go in my diary, less personal and just rants then online most likely ...
Bar this one they are ... those are more based on just sharing an experience, because at times it helped to know that others have gone through the same experience ...
Ok.
ReplyDeleteI shifted my blog to http://randommusingsofacynic.blogspot.in/
Agnostic really didn't make much sense as the blog didn't really had that much to do with religion.