Sunday, 22 September 2013

Forgiveness

Union J - Beautiful Life

Well I have never seen myself to be a very forgiving person, folk who really know me know this, my stubborn mind can hold an opinion forever ...

However because I don't appear to be mean, folk think I'm a simpleton ...

One day I will do something other than laugh at their assumptions, weirdos ...

Friday, 20 September 2013

Strengths Finder

Sugababes - Shape

My sister has a new job, and got given strengths finder 2.0 in order to find her strengths and thus work better with these strengths and finding balance with folk of other strengths to achieve better results rather than ppl working at a mediocre level by working on their weaknesses.

Anyway she told me I should do this, but I'm too tight to go buy the code (I already got the book as epub and my sister has it sat on the shelf at home)

So Google I went and got the following:

http://freestrengthsfinder.workuno.com/

So although folk only note their top 5, you get a score against each category and by limiting to the top 5 I miss out on some with the same value, so my results were:

80 - Input
78 - Intellection
78 - Learner
78 - Deliberative
76 - Developer
76 - Fairness - translates to Consistency in the strength finder book
76 - Restorative
76 - Ideation
76 - Individualization

Apparently it's an eye opening experience, to me I'm not so sure, it confirmed what I already knew although maybe I feel a bit better, I know I'm not one of those aggressive people who likes to set forth and lead folk (even if my sister thinks I'd make a great leader I just dislike people not working to their full potential and comparing them to the standards I've set for myself ...)

Hopefully I'll be able to use this to better myself and thus help those around me in the same manner, but if you want you can get the book

or try the link above which I completed for free, in order to get my strengths and then read the relevant sections in the book ...

http://www.epubbud.com/book.php?g=NMDQAB89

Sunday, 15 September 2013

Gathering

Jay Sean - Passenger Side

One day I'm going to just have a no holds barred entry ...

My sister chose my sister, one sister is to honest and doesn't actually know what's happening, the other is a two faced twit who everyone seems to love because she's spent years living a lie that no one knows, except for those she counts as weaker then her.

Maybe someone will see it one day,but today is not that day, and I doubt that day is going to come anytime soon.

Mum went and said out we were all guys how different it would be, I told her I wouldn't live at home, mum just agreed, well what else would she say?

Thursday, 12 September 2013

Atttaction

Imran Khan - Chak Glass

Just making a random observation as I was looking on the mirror, I really do look like my brother, that means if I'd have been born a geezer I'd be good looking, drat my genes I missed out on being a pretty boy and tough ... alas I'll go and wallow in my grief or something

So I'm off to go eat dinner, I'm starved, take care, eat healthy and look after the planet o/

Sunday, 8 September 2013

Love

Chris Brown ft Aaliyah - Don't think they know

Okay well due to personal stuff I'm neglecting this blog ... as I said previously ...

Anyhow some strange folk seem to think I have fascinating thoughts, oh well I was giving a topic:

number of people one can love in a life time

What kind of answer can I give this question ... there is no answer that is simple.

In my opinion there are three things you could possibly feel for another person, hate, love and indifference ...

Each relationship is built with love and with deeper connections then this will be both love and hate with a wider range of emotion due to having further roots with that person ... hate for those who may have those qualities within yourself that you dislike, or those qualities you have seen in detestable people ... and indifference who most of the world, although even then you cannot remain detached when they show a documentary on tv, showing a child whose life has been stolen unjustly

So how many people can one love, how social are you and how big is your heart ... which it's ironic because I don't see myself as a very nice person, yet my namesake is generous of heart ^_^

Tuesday, 3 September 2013

Alone

Jay Sean - Passenger Side

Well I've been away, well not really, I've just been writing in my hard copy diary.

I wonder if I'd ever let anyone read them, titled "The frustrations of a pathetic person"  oh well

Anyhow from my time spent alone in contemplation I realised I have no close friends, not sure if I'm totally freaked out ...